Will they accept us?- Yoonseok

Chapter 5: Apologies

Yoongi's POV

Your such an idiot, Yoongi! How come you acted that way?!

Yoongi was currently hiding away in his room because him and Hoseok were confined to the dorm. Bang PD-nim agreed to Namjoon's idea and gave them a week to make up or else they would hold back their schedule until they got along.

Now because of me, we're stuck in here confinement. I also made Hoseok hate me even more. I'm such an idiot!!!

Suga tried really hard to fall asleep or be on his phone without any thoughts interrupting him. Unfortunately, thoughts kept on coming in right when he was about to forget about his situation. Instead of being on his phone or going to sleep, he went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

Yet another unfortunate event happened. Hoseok was also in the kitchen, getting a snack or something. The younger turned to take a glance at the other and scoffed. "This is all your fault."

Even though Yoongi wanted to say 'I'm sorry', his actions contradicted his wants. "You blame me, but it's also your fault." Yoongi grabbed a glass cup from the cupboards.

"HOW?! All I was trying to do was fix our friendship when YOU weren't!"

"And there you go again! Can't you learn to keep keep your voice down?! You start yelling at every chance you get!"

"Can't you learn how to cooperate?! You always runaway at every single chance you get! How can I not be upset by your actions?!"

"YOU THINK I'M NOT UPSET!" Yoongi slammed the glass cup on the counter causing the glass to shatter and cut his hand. "I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE THE COURAGE TO SAY WHAT I WANT!"

Hoseok stared at him in horror. "Your hand! It's bleeding!"

"SO WHAT?! THIS ISN'T CLOSE TO THE AMOUNT OF PAIN I'VE PUT US THROUGH!"

"Yoongi, calm down! Let me see your hand!" Hoseok walked closer to Yoongi and grabbed his hand.

The older hissed in pain as he felt the younger touch his hands. This isn't close to the amount of pain I've put you through.

"Calm down, please. Let me clean the wound and bandage it up."

Yoongi watched as the younger led him to the sink and rid the blood that was oozing out of the gash. Hoseok opened a drawer and took out a first aid kit.

Making sure there weren't any glass pieces left, the younger proceeded to disinfect it, place a gauze over the wound, and wrapped it around the older's hand.

"I'm sorry." Yoongi finally said. "I never meant for something like this to happen." He felt relieved that he was able to say what he wanted to say.

"It's ok." Hoseok responded. "I forgive you."

After Hoseok was done cleaning the cut,Yoongi looked up into Hoseok's eyes. Slowly, the gap between Hoseok and Yoongi seemed to dissolve along with time. Once their lips touched, Yoongi felt a spark go off.

Their lips moved in sync. Yoongi's heart raced like crazy, the adrenaline was rushing through his veins, and he put every ounce of love he had for the younger into the kiss.

They pulled apart for air. Gasping from the lack of oxygen, they smiled lightly and kept their foreheads pressed together.

"Hyung, I... I love you." Hoseok said softly, bitting his lip lightly and looking down to the ground.

Yoongi used his finger to direct where Hoseok was looking at. He stared into the younger's eyes with a smile printed on his face. "I love you, too, Hoseok, but you know we can't be together."

Both of there smiles turned into frowns as Yoongi continued talking. "Our fans wouldn't appreciate it nor would the media."

"We can make things work."

"No, Hoseok. I'm sorry that I have to be like this, but you and I know dating is just going to cause controversy for the others, the company, and will harshly effect us."

"We can keep this a secret. We don't even have to go out on dates as long as I'm with you."

Hearing the younger plead like that, broke Yoongi's heart. "Hoseok, I don't want you to get hurt." Yoongi turned to leave and ran to his room with Hoseok chasing after him.

"Why are you doing this?! Huh?! Why did you have to kiss me, and then push me away?!" Hoseok was beating on the door from the other side.

Yoongi started crying at the sound of the older's voice cracking in despair. Why did I have to kiss back?! I'm so sorry, Hoseok. I hope you can forgive me, but I can't let you get hurt.

For the first time in forever, Yoongi cried himself to sleep.

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A/N: Hey guys! I feel like I made readers mad at Yoongi :'). Sorry, but I didn't want to rush things and make them do it already. I was originally going to, but then I thought I could make my readers suffer a bit.
Thank you for reading!❤️

Date: 6/2/18
Word count: 855 words