TW: Suicide
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"So this is it," Nightmare grimly thought as he lightly jabbed the needle on his wrist. It wasn't enough force to break the outer layer of the bone. "This is how it ends."
He wasn't safe here, in the most desolate AU. He wasn't safe anywhere, in fact. All thanks to Error and Cross, who he thought was his friends. Now Justice Reigns was all over his house, his commonly visited AUs and just about anywhere else there is a possibility he might be caught.
While Nightmare didn't want to die at the hands of Dream, he craved nothing more then death.
It was easy getting certain stuff. Ammonia, hydrogen peroxide, wood alcohol... all pretty nasty stuff. He had "borrowed" it all and mixed it rather sloppily in a cup before putting the toxic chemicals in the syringe.
One drop of this would either paralyze you or make you go blind, depending.
This amount cold kill five Seraphim Sans.
Nightmare's hand trembled as he tried again to pierce his wrist, but he hesitated once again. Nightmare sighed and retracted the needle away from his arm.
He sat there in the alley of a desolate dust-ridden AU. He is known as a criminal whom needs to be executed. His worst nightmare of being betrayed by his friends and killed by his brother was about to come true. There was no hope.
Nightmare found enough reason to finally do it. This was the end. He was going to die as a scum of the earth in a filthy place, with no friends or family.
All in all, it wasn't too bad
Nightmare bit the bullet and pierced the needle halfway in, injecting all the liquid inside him quickly. Once he pulled out the syringe, he felt a small twinge of pain in his soul. He let out a gasp, but found himself short of breath.
Tears gathered up in his eyes, but not of sadness or from pain.
They were of happiness.
Lights started fading and Nightmare found himself quickly on the dirty alleyway ground. A sudden pain in his chest caused him to weakly cry out. It felt like his soul was splitting in two, like it was being slowly tore up like paper.
Everything became cold and numb, if not somewhat peaceful despite seconds earlier. It felt... nice. Calming.
Nightmare faded to dust.
