I wanted a really depressing DS!Nightmare so I wrote one.
TW: Suicidal feelings.
Dreamswap by OneBizarreKai
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I breathed in, enjoying the scent of the air after it had rain. I felt so… heavy. I just wanted to stay in my room and just rot in there for the rest of my days.
I wasn’t dragged out to see the exotic rocks, but I felt like I had. Like I had moved the entire world just to take step after step. Looking off into the distance, a forest below, I could feel my desire I have felt every day of my life.
Looking at the railing, I inspected it. It wouldn’t do much in ways of protection of being climbed over.
It looked unsafe beyond that railing. No, it was unsafe. I could fall. I could die. Die right on impact with the ground, because gravity was something that hated me.
“Nightmare?”
I hadn’t realized I was spaced out until I heard my name. I take a look at the one who said my name. He had glasses on his face, a scarf on his neck despite the semi-sunny weather and dark bones which I found attractive and unique. “Yeah, Error?”
“You were glaring at nothing in particular. Got something on your mind?” Error asked, tilting his head slightly. His eyes were full of curiosity and empathy. He wanted to know if I was doing okay.
I shook my head. “No, I’m doing fine. Just thoughts about my brother”, I lied and he believed me so easily as I was dishonest about my feelings. My weaknesses.
“Guys? You going to catch up or what?” We both turned our heads to see Mr. Monochrome himself. Error nodded and jogged back up. I just walked up to the duo.
It was rare we went outside our house, seeing as Justice Reigns had so much influence in so many alternative universes that we were extremely recognizable. But perhaps we had found a haven. This universe was on the surface, and no monster or human did a double-take at our faces when we encountered crowds. It was peaceful, for once.
For the other two, at least.
It’s common for me to often wonder… what would happen if I jumped into this lake? If I went to this AU? If I climbed up high and tried to fly? I often knew what would end up happening but I couldn’t help it. I wanted to explore it all. Feel different things then this void inside.
Error and Cross didn’t know about these feelings, or lack of, inside me.
It would just be better if they were kept in the dark.
… Right?
