Calls From The Toilet [DISCONTINUED]

Hello...

*Texting mich*

Hello?

Mich?

R u there?

It's been six months.

And I'd u haven't noticed.

*if

I haven't texted u since the call four and a half months ago.

I tried to stop.

But I couldn't.

You're my friend.

I couldn't leave u like that.

And I meant what I said in one of those earlier texts.

U won't ever get rid of me.

And so here I am.

Deposits all the pain u gave me all those months ago.

*Despite

Despite me not knowing what I did to make u hate me so much.

I'm sorry for whatever it was that I did that made u spit on me in hate. That made u ignore me. That makes you not care.

I just wanted to let you know...

I never lied to you.

Sure, i didn't give u the truth directly.

But never did I once lie to u about who I was and what I did.

And also, u never really asked about me.

But I promise u, if u do ask me.

I'll answer u honestly.

I'll even tell u who I am to Aubrey.

I'll do anything to get u to look at my messages.

To text me back.

To talk to me without disgust and mistrust in ur voice.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm so so sorry.

I'll try again to stop texting u.

But I chat promise that.

Cuz there's something about what we hv.

That I can't stay away from.

Our friendship.

All the strange awkward chats.

It was all very real to me.