Calls From The Toilet [DISCONTINUED]

I Like You

*Texting furball*

Hello.

Yes, I know ur in a coma.

And I know u probably don't want anything to do with me.

After all, I didn't answer ur text.

But for some reason...

It's easier for me to say I'm sorry

And that I regret everything I did to u

Without u around.

Maybe it's because u rnt here to judge me.

Maybe it's because I just feel to bad that I can barely even think of u without being disgusted with myself.

Maybe it's the fact that if I text u here without u reading, it'll b easier for me to ask for ur forgiveness.

Or maybe, it's because I found out I like u after u went into a coma.

*message deleted at 9:00 pm*

I miss our conversations.

Even if they were one-sided for a bit.

I miss u just texting me, saying ur here for me.

I miss ur stubbornness.

I miss our friendship.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

No matter how many times I say this to u.

Whether through here

Or at the hospital.

I'll never be able to express how sorry I am.

I'll never b able to express how much I hate myself.

How much I wish I never jumped to conclusions.

I'm sorry.

I have to go...

My girlfriend is calling me

Idk y I just told u that, but I just thought u wanted to no.

I hope u forgive me when u wake up.