Sorry this took so long. Orthodontist appointment. I should be getting an expander and braces soon. Meh. Well thank you StarDiamond123 for requesting! It means a lot.
Your eyes filled up with tears as you gaze a touch the yellow buttercups flowering over your skin. There was so many now. So many. So many. It was pointless to even try st this point. Why try? What were you even trying for? It was all worthless in the end. You either are going to lose your life from the buttercups or from another monster.
The first tear snuck its way past the yellow petals adorning your face and fell onto the large buttercup on your hand, right between the two center knuckles in full bloom. It seemed to grow even more with the salty drop.
You hugged your knees, refusing to look at the buttercups. It was hopeless. Everything wa hopeless. Why try? Why try? Why try? There was no use trying. No matter what you do, you're going to die. Why not die helping others? Why not just sacrifice yourself? Why not kill yourself and take your soul to the king so you can at least do some good with your hopelessness?
Sans was walking down the hall uosatairs to his room when he heard your weak sobbing from the bathroom. What the- are you alright!? Man, Sans wouldn't be able to live with himself if you were so much as a glimmer of unhappy! You were his world damnit! He banged on the door.
"(YOUR NAME)!? YOU ALRIGHT IN THERE!?"
Crap, Sans. If he knew about this he'd... you'd... you can't even think about it. Sans needed you. But there was no point in trying. No point in trying except to make him happy. Except to stay with him. The only person who cared about you being gone forever was him. But is that really much in the grand expansion of the universe?
"I'm fine, Sans. I'm just... in a lot of pain."
You can't lie, not to him. You wipe your eyes with the back of your flowery hand. You inhale sharply, forcing your sob story back I to the deep dark abyss that was the back of your mind. You count to three. One. Two. Three. There. Now you can be convincing. Way more convincing than you were.
"Ya sure, Sweetheart? You don't sound fine. If it's that period thing I can swing for some chocolate."
That was sweet, but no. This wasn't just a trivial period. It was a period of revelation. Ha ha ha! Terrible pun but yeah. It was a realization how meaningless your work to survive in this universe was. It wasn't much depression, but more of an extisential crisis. Which... caused you to be extremely depressed. You were sensing a pattern here.
"Nope! No chocolate needed Sans. I just... need some time please."
Your voice was ires normal, cheery self. All the doubt left Sans's skull as a smile took over him. Good. He was just overreacting again. He must Be hearing things again. He breathe out in relief now before placing his palm on the door, as if he was comforting you.
"A'ight, Sweetheart. Just call for me if ya need anything."
With that, you felt his presence leave the door. Your smile falls, as If he was standing face to dance with you this whole time and that forced you to keep up your smile. You look down at the large flower in between your two knuckles on your hand. The extra large blossom that taunted you.
There wasn't hope for you. There was no saving you. No matter what you do, it will end the same.
You're just stalling the inevitable ending.
That went REALLY EMOTIONAL OKAY
~Eva
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Undertale Boiz Oneshots
FanfictionYes , a sequel. I can't just leave everybody hanging when my oneshots were actually getting a fairly awesome amount of reads! Plus, I have even MORE ideas! I can't wait to write them all down, take requests, and make everyone happy. That's my major...
