Ch 5| Always the same

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Jungkook POV

Anothe dreadful day that I'll hate I don't wake up with hope anymore if I'm being honest I already know what they will be doing it's becuz they do it all the time.... I don't even and shouldn't ask why at this moment everyone in school hates me I have no friends and the moving option is again no good jin dropped me off and once I entered the hits came in becuz I accident bumped into namjoon....

"Woah look what we have here the faggot looser decided to bump into me?! Is this ur suppose revenge mother fucking looser!"he yells at me I panicked with fear he's never used this much angry voice towards me before he has but nothing like now

"I'm sorry I didn't mean too really I've never done anything wrong to you guys!"i say all shy and fear becuz I knew what may be coming

"Does it LOOK LIKE I CARE FUCKING RAT! What's wrong nerd are you crying! Cry little faggot! Your so weak!this will teach you not to try and do something to me Ever again!"he says sine I was crying that's when I felt the blows from him to my face and to my stomach I lay in the ground sitting down until jimin picks me up from it roughly by grabbing me and then taehyung starts kicking me in my knees while everyone just laughs at me

"Your Like our pet and we will do whatever the fuck we please?! You have no say in this for as long as ur in this school! We will do whatever we want so don't even try! You disgust me but I also like hurting people who deserve it!"taehyung says punching one more time I

"No please stop I'll do anything but please no more punches it hurts!"I began crying hard the pain was really bad I couldn't take it at all.....

"Oh really you will do anything huh? Well that's up to us decide what we want you to do Alright?! Ours!!! Now get out of our faces while u still can!"yoongi tells me into my ear really cold I shiver I then even with pain begin running towards my class crying

Why does it always have to be like this.... why does everyone hate me.... I've never done anything and I barely swear as well so why.... Every fucking day it's always the same! Every day I get hurt I am in pain I'm crying I get bullied so much.... I'm a loner... no one like t hang with me they all detest me for what I am and look.... I get so tire of it but I am what they say weak and helpless. I wanna kill myself!!!! But I cabt im too way of a chicken to do it plus the pain they give me is more than enough

During lunch I try to get away and gladly I did until the last period of the day where I hear even crueler words towards me

As I enter the class people look at me and I hear guys and girls whispering more so likely girls

"He's so stupid and ugly! Honestly I'm glad that the bangtan group decided to give him a harder lesson today he's such a wimp! I bet he's just a burden to his older brother now he's older brother is actually worth something...."she says

"Honestly he is if I was jin I would destest to have him as brother he may be smart but he will end up alone in the long run! So pathetic he's not even strong he looks feminine in a way..."she says and I've never heard that comment

It's true that I'm called many things and that I don't have big arms and all but my body for what I see is not feminine is it?

I just go along with tears until I get tripped by someone......

"Next time watch where ur going u piece of shit! I would hurt you but I'll let bangtan do that only! They are the only ones who actually teach you how worthless you are in this school!"he says I can't fake it anymore so I just end up leaving running away crying

So much for the whisper I can hear everything they told me.... I'm not a burden to my brother! I know I'm not he's told me but I can't help to wonder if I am.....am I really as worthless as they'd ay Ofc I am just look at me and my school life....... I hate it! I hate it all!

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