Dear you,

her entry no.10

Dear you,
I was starring at my wall before I got to know that I had a journal to fill. Now grab some pop corn and make yourself comfortable because you are in for a treat. Im hyping all of this up am I'm pretty sure it's gonna turn out shitty after you're done reading.

My life is full of drama. I bet if they made a movie on it, I'd get more followers than the Kardashians. I went to college the next day I came back from Ben's, even though I was fucking tired. I met Ben before literature class and he was there hiding behind a book.

"What's up?", I greeted him and threw his book on the ground

"That is a nice book!", he said while picking it up

"I want you to do something with me", that probably didn't sound right when it came out

"Wha- but it was just a kiss?"

"Oh Lord not that. I need your help"

"Let me guess you're grounded which means you can't do this alone?"

"Exactly. I want you to help me egg my Ex's car. And if you don't help me, I'm going to shave your hair off"

"Hell no! You know how much trouble that coul-", he was cut off by Mrs. Hannah.

I didn't really get to talk to Ben as we don't have the same classes as him. But he did showed up during my library shift.

"Were you serious?" He came from behind me while I was placing books in the correct order

"About shaving your perfectly fine hair? Yes"

"But how are you going to get out of your house?" He asked with a smirk thinking I didn't have a plan

"Ben you're so innocent", I patted him on the shoulder

"So, what's your plan?"

"Shhhhhhh", somebody said from behind, and I showed them the middle finger.

"You pretend to take me on a date in front of my mom. She loves when I hang around with good boys like you"

"What? How am I going to act like that?", he asked.

"That's your problem"

The day went on as both of us eagerly waited for my mom. Ben made small glances at me every now and then, but I was ready to do it. Finally my mom texted me to come outside and I took Ben with me. He acted like a complete gentleman. After a fairly long interview, permission was finally granted but with a curfew of nine at night.

It was already sevenish and we rushed to Ben's car. We stopped at Taco Bell, as Ben had never tried the supreme cheese taco. I can't believe this kid. We made a stop at Walmart to get a dozen of eggs and a huge teddy bear. I felt like I'd give it to Ben for coming with me. I know I suck at giving gifts. We reached my Ex's house and luckily his car was parked right outside. I remember how that brat used to brag about his new car. Well fuck him and his car.

Both of us got ready and we stuffed eggs in any place we could find. We slowly reached the car and I told Ben that he could do the honors. I could feel his inner rebel lit up. But as soon as he threw the egg, the car alarm went on. We didn't stop and kept on throwing the eggs knowing we had a few seconds before everyone came out.

"Come on we have to go!" It was actually me who was pulling Ben's hand. He was caught up in the moment.

We came back in the car and Ben stepped on the gas. It was a close call because I heard my Ex saying:

"GET BACK HERE YOU FUCKING MORONS!!!!"

We couldn't stop laughing. I laughed so much that my stomach started hurting. And I don't know when my laughter changed into tears. I felt tear drops rolling down my cheeks. I was happy knowing that this happiness was temporary. I just wish that night never ended along with our laughs.