Make It Right

Chapter 11: Dont want anyone but you

Author: Badboyz

Etrans: Min

This whole chapter is from Tee's perspective. He's so melodrama. LOL

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[Tee POV]

"Hey. Turn off the light already na..."

"okay...goodnight..."

"right...sweet dreams na..."

That was the last conversation between me and Fuse today. Since the time is passed 11:00 pm already, we slip into the thick blankets onto the bed to get ready for sleep after a tired day.

And this, Fuse is close enough that I can feel his back behind me.... underneath his white tank top his chest was moving up and down rhythmically, indicating that he already fell asleep. I turned around to look at his white skin face, as the moonlight from the window pass through. Fuse sleeping, is not something you see very often. His sleeping face makes him look childish and cute. I couldn't help but smile watching his sleeping face......

We were in the same class when we were in middle school. Last time, he can be often seen sleeping in class, or playing games, or joking around with his friends behind the classroom. I always sat in the front seat, secretly being jealous of them in my heart. Because there was always a teacher nearby, it was impossible to play games or secretly chat with one another. So, I always had to pay attention in class seriously....

Fuse at that time was much smaller than now, he's still appeared to be the same childish brat but now I didn't expect him to be much more good-looking in just a few years.... Fuse and I have been in the same school for 5 years, but I haven't been able to observe him as carefully as today...because that time we both had our own group of friends and we rarely play together. I prefer doing seriously activities such as football and swimming, but Fuse can often be seen joking around, mostly doing ridiculous things. Sometimes we would say a few words to each other, but we didn't hang out very long.

After I entered high school, I choose to further my studies in the English course and Fuse choose the math course. Fuse and I weren't in the same class anymore after that. The times we meet after that are only greetings at the hallway to class or an unexpected meet during lunchtime at the cafeteria only.

Unexpectedly, it only just took 5 days.... Never thought about it.... only 5 days....

Everything has changed greatly. The past is now...... gone.

"You...have you done it with a man?"

The image of what happened that night is still clearly visible in my mind.

His every warm touch, his warm breath, his voice.... I still remember them all....

I know well that night he was very drunk to even be conscious of what he is saying. Plus, he was recently hurt by his girlfriend, but my consciousness was clear, and I betrayed him even more. I ruined the important word 'friends' to him and made it meaningless.

I have no idea how Fuse will think of it. Maybe he will not remember it and someday forget about it but I....I can't forget it that easily. There will never be a moment I don't think of what happened that night. The time where both our bodies are one with another. And that he belongs to me completely, and I also belong to him completely. The time where we both hugging each other tightly, our heartbeats beating strongly in the same rhythm until I start to wonder.... it be nice if I can be with Fuse like this forever.