LET ME ||Zarry||

I Need you

Harry-

Why did i tell him to leave knowing thats the last thing i wanted him to do. Zayn probably hates me. I haven't seen him in 3 days which means 3 days of getting yelled at and pushed around.

My father told me niall had gone missing and all i could do was nod. I honestly dont care about what happened to him or where he went. he hurt me more than anyone in this world. I trusted him with everything only to be almost raped by him.

Its your fault

My conscious had said to me. If i would had just gave into him maybe things would be okay. Right?

but what about zayn harold ?

Still feel likes its my fault....I just want zayn to hold me. I get up wiping my fallen tears taking a quick shower getting out pulling on some leggings and a sweat shirt quietly sneaking out my room.

"Harry where are you going" My father boomed behind me making me stop dead in my tracks.

"F-for a run"I gulp turning to look at him. "Are you lying to me harry" he says walking dangerously close to me grabbing my wrist. I bit my lip to keep a sob from escaping my lips.

"N-No daddy i-im not i swear" I say looking down. "Look at me when im talking to you goddamn it" he spat making me jump in fear looking at him tearing up.

"You will be home at 5:30 no later. If you're not back by then you will wish you were never born do you understand me" making me nod my head fastly.

"Get.out.my.sight" he glares. I ran out the house as fast as I can running down the road as fast as my legs can take me.

once I seen the familiar mansion and people sparing or fighting in front of the house i immediately walked in seeing people turn there head turns towards me.

Zayn~

"Boss harry is here" I hear one of my gang members say making me look at him.

"what seriously" I say clearly shocked making him nod his head.

"we didnt let him in hes at the front door"

"Ill get him" I get up from my chair going downstairs going to the door opening it.

"I-I need you" He spoke curls falling over his beautiful face green eyes that i grown to adore into a sad grey.

"Come here baby" I spoke watching him jump into my arms burying his face in my neck.

I pick him up walking into my room laying him down on my bed laying next to him.

"Zayn I cant stay there" He tears up. I stroke his cheek with my thumb not really knowing what to say.

"Zayn I like you so much....youre keeping me sane baby and i hope you feel the same" He sniffles looking in my eyes.

"Baby i like you too...honestly i was just messing with your feelings but then I grew to like and care for you...i hate seeing you hurt or in pain baby" I say pecking his sweet pink lips.'

"zayn" he says looking in my eyes.

"yes baby"

"Make love to me" He says.

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okay wow harry.

do you think harry is in the right state of mind??

should there be smutt next chapter??

should there be drama next chapter??

Yall i really hate desmond in this!!!