I will try to fix you (Andley)

Chapter twenty six

When I looked up I saw Andy standing in the door opening, crying. God, what did I’ve done?

“A-Andy” I stuttered. “Baby why?” he asked and hugged me tight, never letting me go. “B-because I-I- You care so much for me and I haven’t even thanked you and all the time I act like a little bitch and I’m just awful. I disgust myself. I’m awful” I sobbed.

Andy hugged me tighter “no Ashy, I love you, you don’t have to say thank you, because I love you… and I’m not going to give up on that soon” he whispered. I looked him straight in his beautiful blue eyes. “Andy I love you too” I whispered.

He smiled lightly and pulled me in a passionate kiss. “Aww” the guys cooed. We broke apart and turned to them. “Love is beautiful” CC said and kissed Jake passionate. “I agree with that” Jinxx said and kissed Sammi.

We all smiled at each other and then got ready for the next show. That was already the fifth show this week. And also the last one.

And because it was the last show of this tour, we decided to do a special play list. We played five songs and Sammi did backing up vocals with Jinxx and she also played the keyboard. I was kinda glad that I didn’t have to sing, because I still sounded terrible from all the crying I did that day.

At the end of the show, Andy held a little speech about love. “And there’s also love in our band…” he said. “You’ve probably heard all the rumors, but it’s true.” He said smiling. “Its true love” he said and walked over to me and kissed me passionate. Jinxx kissed Sammi and Jake kissed CC.

The whole crowd went wild. They screamed all things like; ‘awe’ and ‘that’s cuteeee’. For that moment I felt amazing. And totally in love. Even more than I already did.

After the show we did a signing and another meet and greet in our bus again. We waited there and John brought us two boys. They both had black, short hair, wore a skinny jeans and a band shirt of kiss. I noticed them holding hands and I smiled.

They both blushed as they saw us. “Hi” CC said. “Hi” they replied shyly. “Sit down” Andy smiled and pointed at the couch. They carefully sat down. “What’s your name?” Andy asked the taller boy. “I’m Blake” he said quietly. "And you?” Andy asked the other boy. “I’m Alex” he replied.

I noticed they were still holding hands. “Are you… together?” I asked carefully. Blake nodded “yeah” he smiled. “That is so cute” Jake said. “For how long?” CC asked. Alex looked at his phone, “twenty seven minutes” he said grinning. “You-what- wait during our show?” Andy asked smiling. Blake nodded and blushed, “we loved your speech” he said. “I’m glad you liked it” Andy smiled. They smiled back.

“Do you play an instrument?” Jinxx asked. They nodded shyly. “We play guitar and we sing” Alex said blushing. “Do you want to show us?” I asked. They looked at each other, whispered a few things and then nodded. Jake and Jinxx handed them their acoustic guitars. They started playing and singing.

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me
Might end up together
It’s like wishing for rain
As I stand in the desert
But I’m holding you closer
Than most,
Cause you are my heaven

Wow that was really good. “Wow” Andy said, “You two sing beautifully” he smiled. “For how long have you been singing together?” Jake asked. “Three years, we met each other when high school started and since then we’ve been best friends and making music” Alex said. “We wrote it ourselves” Blake blushed. “You’re really talented” Sammi said. “Thank you” they blushed.

We talked for a little longer with them about music and love and then we gave them some BVB merch and then they left. I liked those boys, but not as much as I liked Austin, I don’t know why but I think he was really special.

Jake ordered us some pizzas. I didn’t feel like eating, again. But this time I ate a little piece of the pizza, just to see that light smile on Andy’s face again.

Then we cleaned up our bus, and put all the stuff in the right places again, packed our bags and then we started travelling back to the USA again.

It took two days because John wanted to make a stop in Paris. There we shopped and walked around the whole day.

At four am some kids came ran up to us; fans. “Oh my god, what are you doing here in Paris?” they asked. “Walking around” we said. They asked us to sign a few things and then they went off again. I saw a few kids walking down the street, Austin was with them. They were all wearing black veil brides shirts and by the looks they were from the French BVB army. Awesome, I thought and smiled to myself.

“Hey Austin” I yelled. He looked up and his eyes scanned the street. Then he saw me and ran to me and hugged me tight. “Ashley” he whispered. “Hey sweetie” I said and hugged him back. Andy smiled. We all hugged Austin and then the other kids also came closer.

“Wow” a guy said to Austin, “I though you were lying when you said you knew Ashley” he blushed. “Not at all, why would I lie about that?” Austin asked. The guy shrugged. Then Austin removed his bracelets and showed me his wrists.

He had a tattoo. One on his left wrist ‘you’re strong’ and on his right wrist ‘stronger than them’.
“Wow” I said and smiled, it’s beautiful. “They’re your words” Austin blushed. I just hugged him again. We all made a little talk and then we did have to go.

We travelled the whole day the next day. When Andy and I came home again, we were exhausted.

At first we dropped down on the couch, cuddling up against each other. It was freezing outside, even though it’d already been winter. I lay in Andy’s arms. I kissed his lips softly “I love you” I whispered. “I love you too” he whispered back. I snuggled up in his arms a little more and laying like that we drifted off to sleep. 

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A/N: I added the song Blake and Alex sung