Was Never Enough

Beautiful

Blake :

I woke up and found a sudden headache. I just checked the time in my phone , it was 6 in the morning. Then I headed to take a quick shower to get back to senses as I didn't have any pain killers.

I got out of the washroom in a towel and found something odd in the sitting area . I looked over again to find Alyssa sleeping on the two sofas .
She was so cold and only in wedding dress she didn't even had a blanket to cover her self.It would be really uncomfortable of her . So I just picked her up and took her towards the bed .
She snuggled into me trying to get some heat . I put her on the bed and covered her with a blanket .

She looked really beautiful even when she sleeps but then my eyes landed on her neck and my eyes went wide . Her neck and just the area above her neck was covered with hickey . Oh god what have I done and then I remembered last night when I was forcing my self on her .

Why I am so stupid . I couldn't fight the erge to kiss her after I kissed her once . After that I constantly tried to kiss her again and again. That's why I went to the bar to forget that feeling but it worsened when I saw her coming out of someone else's room .
I wanted her to kiss me back therefore I used force . But she never returned my kisses .
Maybe she was to tired of kissing the guy in the next room or he might have given most of the hickey to her . I was so disgusted at that thought. What a slut she is sleeping with random guys on her own wedding day . If she was so desperate to sleep with other people then why did she married me.

Then suddenly I heard the door bell I headed up to look who it was but the moment I opened the door to found a guy . I didn't recognise the guy from anywhere and he didn't looked like one of the staff members.
" hi I am ..... is Alyssa there " he said .
How does he even know her . Maybe he is the guy next door with whom Alyssa was , my hand immediately formed into a fist but I can even be wrong .

" ya she is inside but she is asleep at the moment, you can tell me if something is important " I asked calming myself.
" Oh okay then . A a aa just give her this locket , I guess it's hers . She might have left it last night , you know about what happened last night she was ............" I didn't let him finish the sentence and continuously punched his face .
How dare he even mentioned about her . Then he tried to stop me .
" dude just listen to me ..........
It's nor what you are thinking,
We didn't do anything last night "
He protested but I punched him again .

" do you even know she might have got molested if I weren't there" he shouted at me and pushed me hard .
I fell on the ground with a thud sound and I tried to digest what he said .

She got in such a bad state just because of me .
Why didn't she tell me that .
" what happened last night " I demanded.
" she was all alone looking for you when some guy tried to force himself on him " he said .
I was in shock already . Oh god what I have done . I should just kill my self I am so useless. I can't even protect my wife .
I shaken back by him as he continued
" don't worry I didn't let anything happen I was on my way when I found her crying and the guy was pinning her to the wall . So I just pushed and punched him . The way you did to me right now "

She went through so much last night and then I even tried to force myself on her . She would have been so afraid. I can't even face her now.

" I am really sorry for my reaction, I didn't know you were the person who helped her . I am sorry I really am so sorry. " I kept saying .

" No dude it's totally fine . I know this is the way every husband would react for his wife . By the way just give her this locket . I have a flight to catch in just an hour. So I gotta go" he said handing me the locket .
I was out of words as he left . I went inside the room placing the locket on the side table . I looked at her . She looked so innocent in her sleep. How can I even do this to her . She might have distroyed Lisa's life but she doesn't deserve such a big punishment. I shouldn't stay with her and that would be best for both of us .

I just changed back into the same clothes and went to the nearest mall to find something for her to wear which even covers her hickey.

I looked through so many outfits but all of them had a deap neck line . So I just ended up buying a red dress which would fit her frame beautifully. I even had to do lingerie shopping for her but it was really hard as I didn't know her size and the type she'll like . Their were so many varieties and colours that it was even harder then choosing the dress for her . After that I called Kaden and told him to bring all the necessary stuff for Alyssa . He brought it really quickly like he had it all done .

He handed me a two bags full of her clothes and another with her gadgets .
He even brought her geeky glasses and her set of lenses . He knew her more than me .

After taking the stuff I went inside the room to find that she was up and was in the bathroom. Her dress was on the bed that means she might be taking bath .
So I placed her tow bags of clothes on the bed but then I remembered the clothes that I bought for her .
If I keep her old clothes her too then their are chances that she wouldn't wear the dress that I have bought for her .

Then I wrote her a letter asking her to accept the gift as an apology for last night and that I was going for a business trip . It was just an excuse for not to see her , I can't even think of facing her after what I did to her last night .
It's for the best for both of us and Lisa .

I placed her dress neatly on the bed with the set of lingerie and even placed her flight ticket and my letter on it with the locket . I even kept my credit card in case she needs anything.

With that I left the room taking her bags with me.

Alyssa : I woke up at 9 in the morning and I was shocked to see that I was in the bed and not in the sofa . I quickly checked if I had my clothes on , remembering Blake's action last night . Thank god my clothes were all in their right places .
Then I mentally slapped myself as I realised that nothing would have happened even if he was all drunk, you were sober and you could push him off like you did last night .
I then decide to take a bath as I was in the same clothes since yesterday and now this heavy dress just weights me down with it.

I looked for Blake but he was nowhere so I quickly stepped out of the dress and went for the shower.

When I came out wrapping my self in a towel I found my wedding dress nowhere instead their was a beautiful dress kept on the bed with a bag , a ticket and a letter with my locket .

I put on the locket and read the letter it was from Blake .

"Alyssa I am really sorry for my behaviour last night. I know you went through alot yesterday. I want you to accept this dress as an apology for my mistakes. I have an argent meeting to attend. You can use my card till then if you need anything. "

Typical Blake always covering up his mistakes with gifts like he did when we were kids .

I looked at the dress it was beautiful but then my eyes landed on the bag next to it .
I looked into it and my eyes went wide
OH MY GOODNESS he bought me lingerie . It was of the same colour as my dress was red and the fabric was really soft but how did he even managed to buy these and guess my size . I could apologies him for these as he had shown a lot of effort and it's quite embarrassing for many guys to even step in these stores but he bought these for me.

I quickly got ready grabbed my cell phone and other necessary things and then I went to the airport. Let's see what next turns does my life take now.