Was Never Enough

It's Mrs

Alyssa : I woke up as I felt someone shift besides me and I turned to see Blake lying down on his stomach and smiling in his sleep .

I am not one of those persons who are out of there control when they are drunk instead I am always in my senses . I even know my stages of being a drunk .
Stage 1 is where I would go here and there dancing .
Stage 2 is the worse cause in this stage I am the saddest and I even cry at times
Stage 3 is where I feel pain in my head and just furious
Stage 4 is the last and best of all the stages where I get really horny or you could say I am full of lust .

Yesterday I was on my fourth stage and I don't regret it even for a second .
But I decided to act as a normal person and thus I would just deny its existence once he wakes up .

I am already really embarrassed with my behaviour and I won't be able to control these emotions any further .

I was about to get out of the bed when Blake held on to my hand and pulled me to him .

" where are you going so early besides we didn't get to finish the deed yesterday and I am looking forward finish it today once they all will leave"

I blushed at what he said but then it suddenly hit me that he'll ask them to leave .

I pushed myself up and covered up in the duvet ." Firstly tell me why I am just in your shirt and don't tell me you dared to change my clothes after our fight yesterday and besides Kady and Seb are going to stay here as long as they want to and you are not going to force them to leave . " I said poking his chest .

He chuckled besides me and moved his hands through his hair . Oh I wish to grab them right now .

" y y you mean you don't remember anything that happened yesterday ??"

" nope . Don't tell me you took advantage of my drunken state "
It was so so hard to control myself from laughing . He was in shock and it looked liked someone had hit him hard .

He just covered his face with his hands and sighed .

" see we both were drunk yesterday and I guess you don't remember anything because you had to many drinks but trust me when I tell you this " he looked at me and held my hands as he continued
" we were really intimate yesterday but we didn't crossed the line . So there is nothing to be upset about. "

He was so sweet and caring but I wanted to play some more .

" What do you mean by crossed the line and how intimate were we exactly . I don't remember anything "
I said in a really innocent voice and with fake tears and then I hid my face in my hands so that he won't be able to notice .

" Don't cry Al don't cry baby . " he said grabbing my cheek but I pushed his hand away . It was a really funny to look at him but now I felt a bit guilty .

" okay I'll tell but don't get angry with me . Al we didn't have sex nor did we go anywhere further than we haven't done earlier . So don't get upset and don't over think . I won't force you to do anything that you don't want to do . Trust me with that ."

" why should I trust when you always lie to my face each and every time . You lied about my stuff and hid it just for your own selfishness which till now I don't understand why ??"
All my anger was out without any filter . Then without waiting for his answer I got up and headed towards the washroom but he stopped me in my tracks and pushed me against the cupboard

" I know I did wrong by hiding your stuff and I said I am sorry now don't rub it on my face again and again . And I don't think it's bad if I want my wife to wear clothes which are actually her size and embrace her beauty like she should . You are so beautiful Al you are just devine and I don't understand why you want to hide it in your baggy clothes . "

Then he opened the other side of cupboard and handed me the bag full of my clothes and then shut it back .

" Also I had never lied to you . Not before and not about yesterday . If you don't trust me then it's your problem . Now if you want them to stay they'll stay ."

Then he opened the door and went out . I just stood there and my mouth was literally on the floor . I was out of words .

I just grabbed onto some of the clothes and went to take a long relaxing bath .

I went out to see the whole hall was a mess and Seb and Blake were looking at each other . Blake's was more like glaring than looking at him but then he turned towards me just like Seb .

" Ahm guys what's going on and where's Kaden "

This was the same moment when my rooms door opened and revealed some girl in some dress which I remembered as Lisa's and behind her was Kaden with an eyebrow up looking at the mess .

" hey kady bro I guess you are a morning person unlike others who all are grumpy today " Sebastian said elbowing Kaden and I just laughed while Blake went straight towards his room shutting the door with a loud thud . I guess the later part was aimed at him .

" I think you don't mind, if she borrows one of your dresses " Kaden asked rubbing the back of his neck .

" oh don't worry about it but I just want my room all cleaned and Seb you are going to help me with the hall and the breakfast .

Soon the whole apartment was cleaned and even Blake came out dressed in his office attire and just ignored my presence .

Kaden's girl just went out after having breakfast and Kaden was all in his love world and Sebastian was busy filling his plate with food .

I heard the door bell and headed towards it and Blake just followed me swiftly .

I opened it to find the postman , he was quite young
" I have a post for Miss Alyssa "

" it's Mrs Alyssa " Blake said and glared a bit .

" sorry I just read what's written here "

" oh don't worry I guess it's my mistake ." I smiled at him and he handed me the envelope and I signed the register .

" Why don't you address yourself as Mrs Alyssa Jensen now that you are married to me . Are you ashamed of me " Blake said eyeing me up and down .

" I guess it was just a mistake by the company, I had mentioned Mrs Alyssa . I'll correct them but can you just leave it for now . " I said with a calm attitude while I was freaking out from the inside as it was the letter from one of the companies that I had applied for and I guess this is about the result .

I opened the letter gathering all the courage and I had a huge smile when I was at the end .

" It is the letter of acceptance " I shouted and hugged Blake real tight which he returned back hugging me and kissing my head . I was so happy .

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