Was Never Enough

Pay you back

Alyssa : I woke up when I heard my name called again and again . God why can't people understand that a person needs to sleep . I just kept lying on the bed thinking that it would stop soon but it never stopped .

I just wanted to get up and punch that bitch on the face . I was about to do that when I heard Blake's voice

" Hey good morning sleepy head, now get up and eat your breakfast , you haven't eaten anything for dinner yesterday . Also you have to take some medicines."
it sounded like he really cared . I guess he can even be nice and caring some times .

Suddenly I remembered about the meeting . Oh fuck how can I even sleep for so long . I don't really have much time and I even have to convince Blake about the meeting .

I straight away got up and rushed to my room , ignoring Blake . I really felt bad but I didn't have time . I checked the time and it was already 9:00 AM and the meeting starts at 11:00 AM .

I was just going through all of Lisa's clothes to find something formal to wear , the whole room was filled with clothes lying here and there just in a minute . I was still thinking what to wear when I was stopped by Blake .

" Alyssa what's the matter . Are you going somewhere " he asked in a concerned voice while taking swift steps towards me .

" Yes Blake we are going for the meeting with the investors . It's scheduled at 11 right . You should get ready otherwise we'll be late ." I told him as calmly as possible while continuing my search .

In just one swift motion he turned me around so that he could directly see my face as I speak but I was out of words at are close approximaty .

" What are you talking about ? How do you ..... Wait a minute who told you ? "
his eyes were digging holes inside me .
As if they were waiting for my answers . He looked so confused .

" Al speak up or do I have to get the words out of your mouth myself " I could sense his anger through his whole body . I know that I should have asked him before going through his work .

I didn't know what to do so I did the next best thing that I could think of and that was to run for my life . So I just loosened myself from his grip and raced towards the door of the bathroom but he was quick to grab my hand and pulled me towards him and then I don't know how I ended up between him and the wall with both my hands in his right hand while I can't really find the other one but it soon came into view when he held my chin up to look at my eyes .

I don't know why he always does that but now is not the time to ask .
So I just kept on looking down .His grip became tighter and it even started hurting me .

" Alyssa look at me and answer . Who told you about it and when ????" he said holding my chin further up so that he could have a full look of my face as he was so tall and he practically hovered over my small frame .

I looked like a kitten who is being chased by a lion and that to a very wild one .

" Blake, I saw you all tensed up last night so when you were asleep . " I said in a low voice and I stopped thinking how to tell him further or what might be his reaction after hearing all the information.

" and Alyssa " his voice popped out my thinking bubble .

" So I asked Cole if he knew anything and he told me that you were tensed about the meeting with the investors and how important is it . So I might have gone through your files and laptop to help you out as I felt really guilty . You are in such crises because of me and I wanted to pay you back for your kind gesture . I was really worr........." I was interrupted as he started speaking