Was Never Enough

Pain and sufferings

Blake:
Today is the day when we are getting married. I couldn't believe that the day has come so soon . I always knew that I had to marry Lisa some day but I was feeling really weird. I also felt that Lisa wanted to say something but she never did , maybe even she was nervous as it's an arrange marriage.

Even if it's an arrangement, I always liked Lisa. She was always so strong ,she stood up to help her father at the time of need and even left her studies for it . She sacrificed everything so that her family stayed happy and was very particular about Alyssa. She never wanted her to be forced to live a life that she never wanted.

After I'll marry Lisa, I'll make sure that she won't be forced in a life she never wanted and I'll never let her sacrifice her life for others .

With that thought I entered the venue and now I was waiting for her to come . She was taking a lot of time to come up but i thought that as she is a model she might take some time in getting ready and its her wedding so I should let her take as much time as she wants.
I wonder how she looks in that dress and then kaden my best man poked me
" hey blake look your wify is coming " I immediately turned my head to look her way when I saw my beautiful bride walking towards me . She looked really beautiful in her dress but why was she coming alone . Where's uncle and then I was searching the hall and I saw him talking to dad and they both looked really upset .
When uncle saw Lisa coming up towards me he was about to step towards her way but was stopped by dad and just shook his head towards him . What was really going on with both of them at this moment.

I just brushed that thought and offered my hand to help her up . As I held her hand I felt her shaking a bit and then I just held her hand tightly giving her assurance that everything is going to be fine . But it didn't help her in fact she started shaking a bit and removed her hand immediately. I was confused about her behaviour.

Then the priest started speaking

"Do you Blake Jensen take Lisa Adom as your lawful wife , to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish until death do you part?"

" I do " I said smiling towards my bride and placed then ring on her finger.

Then he turned towards Lisa
"Do you Lisa Adom take Blake Jensen as your lawful husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish until death do you part?"

" I do " Lisa spoke but it wasn't her voice . Her voice was different. I put my hand forward for her to place the ring but she was hesitant a bit and then she placed the ring with her hands shaking .

Then the priest continued
" I announce you as husband and wife . Now you may kiss the bride "

I lifted up her vail and I found a beautiful women standing in front of me , she looked similar to Lisa but she was definitely not her . Lisa's eyeball colour was brown while the one in front of me has blue . Then I realised it was Alyssa and not Lisa .

I was shocked and a gasp escape from Kaden . And I looked towards her but she held her face down and then I saw my dad who held my eyes for bit and then nodded. I knew he was asking me to accept the situation . I obliged with the situation and held her face up and kissed her .

I just placed my lips on her for a bit but then immediately moved away . The hall was filled up with applauds .
My phone suddenly beeped in my pocket and I took it out to find Lisa's message. I quickly opened it and read it :-
Lisa:- "I am sorry that I could not marry you Blake . Sorry Blake that I wasn't there today . I know that you will be in shock to see Alyssa instead of me but I never told you about this before but Alyssa loved you for a long time and she always wanted to marry you . She never new about the arrangement and was really upset with our marriage, she had cried so many days for you and today when she told me about it, I was in shock but she is my sister Blake so I had to step aside for her . I know she loves you a lot and one day you'll love her to . Blake promise me that you'll marry her and tell everyone that you love her too . It will help our families to accept your marriage and Alyssa . Otherwise father would never accept her . Please Blake do this for me if you ever were my friend ."

I was shocked to learn that Al loved me and because of this Lisa had to again sacrifice her happiness and her life for Alyssa who never even thought about Lisa or her own family. I'll give her the pain that she gave to each and every one of us . I'll make sure that she'll hate her own decision and regret forcing Lisa throughout her life .

Then I looked towards her with a harsh look in my eyes and I could see tears in her eyes but I looked away . Why is she even crying and who is she crying for after destroying everyone's life .

I held her hand really tightly to let her feel the pain and suffering that I was feeling . She tried to remove her hand and then I grabbed her waist and moved forward towards the crowd so that she couldn't escape from the suffering that she deserved . I could see her flinch with pain but I didn't lose my grip and held even more tightly. She tried to move again but then I came close to her face and said
" you love me right Alyssa then why are you running away . You forced Lisa to leave because you loved me and now I'll make sure you leave because of the hatred I feel towards you "
A tear rolled down her face but I cupped her face removing the tear and spoke really lowly so that only she could listen
" darling save that tear for the rest of your life cause now I'll make sure you cry every single day you'll spend with me "
After that she never tried to move away but stayed there with a smile on her face . She was so fake she wasn't the Alyssa that I knew . She became into someone whom I never knew .