Was Never Enough

KADY BOY

Alyssa:
I was on my way back from college, when suddenly I felt odd . A shiver went throughout my body .

Something is different and I could literally feel it around me my heart raced as I headed back home from college. I looked at Jessica, who was sitting right next to me .

" somethings really up at your place Ally" she looked a bit taken aback eyeing around the road.

Wait did she just read my expression or she guessed.

" what are you getting at ??? Do you have the same weird feeling ???" I tried to sound as normal as I could.

She parked the car in the drive way near my place. Actually Jessica is one of my only best friend or you can even say friend.

" just look around and then tell me what's the deal . You guys were having a freaking party and you never thought of inviting me . We are both so under dressed. "
She said the last part in such a sad tone. Ignoring her winning state , I finally looked around and she was right . Something was definitely up.

There were two extremely expensive looking cars parked in front of our house. It's not like we were poor or something but these as hell were breath taking.

Maybe papa had some guests over. But they should have atleast informed me. So that I could have looked better and not in my oversized grey sweatshirt, blue joggers and have my hair all twisted in a rough bun .

I know sounds pathetic but that's exactly how I prefer going to college.

Anyway I just kept walking, I was about to ring the bell when suddenly the door opened and I was in someone's arms . I was feeling uncomfortable as I don't exactly know who the person is but when I pulled back to look at the person who I'm so in love with and then my eyes go wide and then I heard myself shout loudly

" KADY BOY "

It was none other then KADEN JENSEN my best friend before we shifted to New York. And then I suddenly realised that if Kaden is here then even Blake (Kaden's elder brother) would be here and my heart raced at that thought.

Now I realised why my heart beated so fast on the way back. It's like an intuition that I have when he is around me . Always just on the verge to explode.

He was right there sitting beside my sister Lisa and my heart just skipped a beat just by looking at him .
Soon enough I was shaken back to reality when Kaden started pinching my cheeks like I was still a baby.
" Hey Ally you haven't grown a bit since we last met " he said commenting on my short height . I just showed him my tongue and he laughed .
"Ehm Ehm ...... If you guys have done this then can we just go inside " Jessica with a large smile trying to gain attention.
"Oh who is this beauty, if I may ask " typical of Kaden always flirting.

Then I take the responsibility of introducing them on my shoulders

" Kaden meet Jessica Simpson, my best friend and Jessica you remember Kaden my childhood buddy " Kaden smiled winking at Jessica and she just ignored it took a step towards me and spoke so lowly that only I could here her speak

" oho I remember Kaden now as in Blake's brother . So finally I'll see who this Blake guy is with whom you are so in love with " I just stood smiling shyly at the same thought .

But my bubble was soon broken when I found Lisa flirting with him and I could see Blake interested her . And I remember the fact that they had always liked each other .

Blake was one of the guys that I have admired the most in my life . I have always liked him but never had the guts to say it to him . I was really sad when we had to shift here but I was still satisfied that we could still text each other or something but even that chance was taken away when my sister found out that I was texting him and she confessed that she liked him alot and it was bad that I still text him.

I was forced not to talk to him ever . Later when she told me that Blake likes her back then I even stopped admiring him . But I could not just forget him even after learning the fact that he was never interested in me .

I never tried to contact him for all these years and now here he is sitting inside my house .

After I had finished meeting Aunty Mary and Jackson uncle, I turned towards Blake and he was looking back at me. His gaze was so strong as if he eyed my every move. I felt so awkward and out of place under his gaze. And then he finally spoke.

"Hi Alyssa"

I was frozen on spot for a few seconds before Jessica poked me to say something.

And I embarrassed my self as I said
"H h h hi ....... Blake "
And I found my sister glaring at me and Jessica being excited as usual .

I excused myself as soon as possible and went up to my room. I had to complete one of my assignments with Jessica and even Kaden came along with us after some time while our parents were chatting , Lisa went to some party with her friends and Blake was busy with his business work .

After finishing our assignment Jessica left with the promise that I would tell her everything that would happen and constantly hinting me to flirt with Blake or at least try to have a conversation. But she didn't know how awkward this situation was for me .

My sister was one of the leading models in New York and Blake was the hottest eligible bachelor of California while I was short, a business studies , economics and guess what a mathematics student with no talents and a total embarrassment for my family. I could never fit in the type of daughter they desired for neither I could fit in the events or the parties they took me too . Therefore whenever Lisa was busy with her work they were always forced to take me as I was the only one left .

It wasn't like that they never loved . They loved me, they truly did but they never loved me or looked up to me as they did to Lisa . She was their perfect child who never embarrassed them nor did she ever went against their opinions. They were proud of her .

Neither Lisa was as bad as she sounded. I really loved her and I think she even loved me back . Both of us looked quit similar in looks with the only difference being my short height and our fashion sense . While she was the one with all the new fashion styles, I was the one with baggy clothes and lose jeans . She always forced me to wear something which shows a bit of my skin or atleast a skinny jeans and top of my own size and not the size of some old potato sack and try to do some makeup but I refused as I was never interested in those things .

I was the one who loves to wear worn-out clothes , make a bun out of my hair, put on some music and do maths the whole day or watch Netflix.

And how can I forget dancing . No one in this world knows about my passion for dance not even Jessica. It's not that I am A grade dancer or something but I dance my heart out I just feel that I can flow with the music when I dance and I just love that .

Suddenly I was disturbed from my thoughts by someone who is currently knocking the door. I got up to see who the hell in this world wants to disturb me.

With a very irritated face I headed to open the door . The door opened with a swing, I found Blake looking at me with a very confused look but later he smiled and not just a normal smile but a full grinning smile.