Vixy Wilde {A Zootopia Fanfiction}[COMPLETED]✔️

Chapter 11: Comforting Viv

{Song belongs to Paradise Fears, not to me}.

(Vixy's POV)

Holy fucking hell, it felt good to let out all of those damn feelings of regret, sadness, anger, and fear. I'm glad that Aaron and Jas like comforting those they care about.

Right now, the three of us were mainly snacking in the living room. I'm still depressed, of course. Getting over watching someone you care about or love be killed or have them die is hard to move on from. I mean, I don't want to go into detail, but it took me until the day I met Aaron that I was getting over my family's deaths.

Anyways, back to the story.

Uncle Nick had texted me that he was working late again and to fend for myself, which wasn't hard since we still had a good bit of food around the house, we always did. I was pretty much eating blueberries with Aaron, since we like them and Jasper was just eating some chips.

And that is the leopard who wants to go into the ZPD one day. Kind of silly for someone who's almost as dumb as a worm......and I'm glad there are none in Zootopia. Well, I guess he's not as dumb as he lets one. I mean, you should see his fucking test scores.

Jasper and Aaron were talking mainly about what they were planning to do when school started up shortly after. I just took a small handful of blueberries and ate them. I started worrying about Vivian. She's suffering a lot, and Jasper told me what she had been saying.

I had never seen her like this. Even when I wasn't there; we texted and called until we had to go to bed or on weekends and breaks, we'd talk til midnight or later. Pretty much now, Vivian was like a sister to me, even though legally I was her sister.

I started wondering if she was planning to commit suicide like I was. Now I was freaking out.

"Vix?" Aaron's voice made me flinch back to reality, making me realize I was digging my claws into my upper arms, almost drawing blood. I quickly stopped and shook my head clear. I rubbed my face and groaned.

I hate worrying my friends and family. "Sorry guys, I'm worried about Viv." I muttered keeping my paws over my eyes.

They were silent for a moment before Jasper spoke. "Then let's go check on her." he said.

I uncovered my eyes to the the two male mammals standing up, Aaron offering his paw to help me up.

I was hesitant for two reasons: one, I thought that Viv would snap violently at me, and two, Aaron's my crush.

Nonetheless, Vivian's family and friend. I took Aaron's paw, ignoring that feeling of happiness from his touch and stood up. I lost my balance however and the two of us almost fell. I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck and felt his arms around my waist. 

I slowly looked up, my green eyes instantly locking with his. I don't know how long we stood there awkwardly, but our lips were almost inches apart before I shook my head clear. 

"uh, hehe, sorry." we both said at the same time. He helped me regain my balance and the two of us let go of each other, even though I really wanted to keep looking into his eyes.

We looked up to see Jasper smirking at us as we walked up the stairs. Once we reached where the leopard was, I punched his shoulder, giving him a glare saying, 'You tell him and I'll punch you into next Christmas!'

Yeah, I know it sounds threatening, but who wants to reveal their crush right away? What if he just likes me as friends? He's got plenty of admirers around the school.

"AUGH!" A yell of frustration and anguish was heard across the house.

My fur bristled and I practically ran to Vivian's room. I didn't even bother to knock, I just swung the door open, praying to god she was okay.

Vivian was on her knees on the ground, looking down. Her body shook with chocked sobs. I saw a bloodied razor blade and instantly was at her side, blood left one of her arms, showing me where she had cut herself. I instantly took her paws in mine.

"Vivian tell me the truth, are you okay?" I asked in a calm, whispering tone. 

The crying vixen looked up at me, her blue eyes blooshot and tear-stained, more tears building up in them as far as I could tell. She took a shaky sigh before answering, her voice breaking. "N-no." she chocked.

I gently wrapped my arms around my cousin and hugged her tightly, letting her tears soak into my shirt and fur. . Shortly enough, I cried silent tears and gently rubbed small circles in her back, gently rocking her and curling my black tail around her.

I felt Jasper and Aaron join in the hug, and to be  honest, I think they were crying along with me out of sympathy for Vivian.

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