Vixy Wilde {A Zootopia Fanfiction}[COMPLETED]✔️

Chapter 21: Telling Aaron The Truth

{Okay, so the next few chapters will be Vixy's POV, so I'll just stop adding the Vixy's POV thing}

That evening, Aaron and I just hung out at my place in my room. NO, we did NOT have sex....but, we did come close to it; and it scared me.

Well, first off, the first thing we did when  we got to my place, Aaron and I both decided to get into more comfortable clothing. He borrowed some of my uncle's pajamas since he's only slightly taller than me and I wore my green tank-top and one of my pj pants. 

We sat in my room and sang some song. We'd both give each other a chance to sing solo. After we had finished, we just talked for a little bit before relaxing. Aaron was laying down, the back on his head resting on my legs and he looked up at me with his green eyes, while I looked down at him, smiling and playing with the ginger fur on his head.

A few minutes later, Aaron lifted his head up and kissed my lips, I smiled and kissed him back. I closed my eyes and felt Aaron lift himself up more, bring one paw up to my cheek and placing the other on my side. By now, he was sitting up fully, still kissing my lips, both of us taking a couple of breaths every now and then.

My paws slowly wrapped around his neck and stroked the black fur on the back of it. I felt my tail wagging, knowing very well that I loved this goofball. After a few moments, Aaron gently pushed me onto my back. 

The world froze for me for a second. The rape incident hit my mind and I realized what was happening and my heartbeat picked up. 'I'm not ready...not yet!'

The world resumed and Aaron made his way towards me. Using all of my strength, I placed my paw on his chest and pushed him away, stopping him. "S-sorry." I murmured, my ears lowered and my eyes had widened.

He looked down at me for a second before getting off of me, more than likely realizing that he was thinking with his dick and not with his brain, which is something that he doesn't do; I swear!

He quickly sat back up and got off of me. His ears were pressed up against his head and he covered his eyes with one paw in a shameful manner. "Oh God, Vix, I'm....I'm so sorry, I don't know what came over me." he murmured.

I said nothing, but quickly brought my legs up to my chest and buried my face in my knees. Goddamnit Vixy! Just tell him about the fucking rape! Why can't I ever tell him....cause I'm goddamn afraid that he'll see me as a vixen whore like every other male, with the exception of him and Jas, at school thinks! But, if I don't tell him, his hormones might fully take control next time and I won't be able to stop him.

After that long moment of awkward silence, I cleared my throat and lowered my legs, however, my ears were still lowered. I looked at the ground, hesitating about what I was about to say to Aaron. I sighed and felt slight tears build up in my eyes.  I felt Aaron get up, probably thinking that he traumatized me for life. Well, he wasn't the reason why was so scared about sex.

"Aaron...part of the reason why I came to Zootopia was because, back in Fox Hound, where I used to live...I-I." I swallowed, this was much easier said by Vivian than done. "I-I was....raped." I muttered, sounding shameful and guilty instead of scared like most mammals would be.

I expected Aaron to leave my room, change back into his original clothing and leave, never wanting to hang out with me again. He probably thought that I was a vixen whore. But, instead, he sat back down next to me and placed his paw on mine. I swear my heart fluttered as our paws touched.

He looked at me with a gentle and sympathetic look. "I'm so sorry Vixy...if only I had known..." I looked back up at Aaron and placed one of my fingers on his lips silencing him so that I could speak. "It's okay Aaron just....I don't want to go too far yet...especially now. And...I should've told you and Jasper sooner, not that Jasper knows it yet." I muttered before moving my finger off of his lips and resting the side of my head on his shoulder. 

I'm gonna be honest his fur was soft and had a comforting kind of touch to it. I heard Aaron sigh as well and moved to rest the side of his head on top of my. I smiled and closed my eyes in comfort, getting lost in his scent and warmth. I felt his paw move to my arm and stroked it gently.

I don't remember the rest, but I fell asleep right beside Aaron and I was more than likely the luckiest vixen in the world tonight.