Vixy Wilde {A Zootopia Fanfiction}[COMPLETED]✔️

Chapter 46: From Bad to Worse

(Jasper's POV)

While we were waiting for Vixy and here in the hospital, for the time being, I suggested that Aaron and I visit with Vivian.

I felt my heart break just looking at my best friend and vixen I fell in love with all those years ago. With all those instruments and IVs connected to her made her look less alive and more like a robot. I didn't want to look at her this way, but I forced myself to.

I could tell that Aaron had shed a few tears cause one, his cheek fur was wet and two, his eyes were rimmed with red. I didn't point it out though and he mainly distracted himself by connecting and disconnecting his and Vixy's necklaces since they asked for it to be removed during the surgery.

She's been out for about an hour but told us to give it a bit until the medication to wear off. I sighed and glanced over at Nick. He hadn't left Viv's side ever since he was allowed inside with his daughter.

I lowered my ears and looked back at Vivian. I felt a small whimper rise up in my throat but held it down and fixed her headfur.

I just wish that I took her call the night it all happened and talk to her. I may not have been able to stop the inevitable, but I wouldn't feel as guilty as I do now.

And, I'm just gonna be honest, Bucky was wrong; she's not a vixen brat, she's a smart vixen...maybe the smartest vixen I have ever met. Granted, very sarcastic, but to me, that just adds to her personality.

I felt tears blind my vision and I knew I couldn't keep them back, so I just covered my eyes with my paw, silently crying. Why Vivian? Why her?! What the hell did SHE do!?

I honestly couldn't hold back a sob, but the minute it came out, I bit my lip to keep them in.

After a bit, the door opened. I took a shaky breath and wiped my eyes to see Dr. Barkface's assistant.

She sighed. "Okay, Vixy is going to be okay. The medication has worn off, but before you see her Aaron," she looked at the maned-wolf fox already trying to get out of his seat. "I have some news about Vivian."

Nick gripped his daughter's paw and I felt my throat tighten up before gulping and smiling. "She's going to be okay? R-right?" I asked, my voice tightening a bit.

The assistant sighed and shook her head, her ears lowered. "There's........there's absolutely no way to say this other than, Vivian won't wake up....ever again."

The three words that were said next made me let out a choked sob and I could see tears in Aaron's gaze. "Vivian's brain dead." she murmured.

My heart dropped right down into my stomach and I couldn't hold anything in anymore. I rested my arms on the edge of the bed, buried my face in them, and started sobbing.

Vivian was going to die, she was going to lose her own life. I could hear Aaron silently sobbing and Nick crying onto his daughter, but I blocked out any outside noises and just sobbed and whimpered, begging for Vivian's condition to be a joke and to come back.

"Vivy, please," I whimpered, calling her by my nickname for her.

Ever since sixth grade, I had that nickname for her, and she always liked it.

Oh God, I can only imagine how Vixy's gonna react.

(Vixy's POV)

I found out through Dr. Barkface and I couldn't stop sobbing. I was sobbing heavily and harshly, this loss is too much for me. 

First mom, dad, Meg Kelly, then Aunt Dawn, now Vivian?? God, why couldn't my neck have snapped when I fell?!?!

No, Vix! Don't think that! Your goofball needs you....he........

I just kept on sobbing, being careful with my arm, now wrapped up in a cast. I just whimpered and sobbed, not wanting anyone to even touch me.

Of course, that changed when I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around me and the familiar scent of Aaron washed over me. The doctors left and I sobbed into his chest, my body shaking with every sob I made.

"A-Aaron..it, it's not fair. She can't die. I-I don't want her too." I whimpered in between sobs. "I-I want her to stay here, with us, wi-with me." I felt Aaron gently rock me and I cried, even more, my sobs a bit louder, but them being muffled through his shirt.

After a bit, I kind of calmed down but wanted Aaron to stay. I held him as tightly as I could with an injured arm.

I felt him hold onto me tightly and gently, slowly rubbing my back in a comforting way.

I just stayed in his embrace and sighed shakily. 'I can't say goodbye! I just CANT!' I screamed in my head. 

I let my forehead rest on Aaron's chest and whimpered and cried softly until there were no more tears to cry. After a bit, I felt a bit drowsy from all the crying and yawned.

Aaron gently trailed his paw up and down my uninjured arm.

Suddenly, the sound of the heart monitor sounded soothing, Aaron's chest felt comfortable, the bed felt warmer than it did previously and Aaron's heartbeat was so luring, I was starting to fall asleep. However, I tried to keep away, but once Aaron stroked my ear, I was already on the road to sleep.

He gently laid us down and after a bit, I slowly closed my eyes and gave into a deep slumber.