Vixy Wilde {A Zootopia Fanfiction}[COMPLETED]✔️

Chapter 47: I Don't Wanna Say Goodbye, But I Have To

{About 2 Weeks Later}

(Vixy's POV)

"When does it end?!"

"WHEN EVERY ASSHOLE IS DEAD!!"

I pushed Aaron away, feeling anger and shock and fear flow throughout me.

"Great job you two! Vixy, I am very impressed with you. I was honestly surprised. Everyone, go on and head out. Great job today!"

The minute the directory said that Aaron already had his arms wrapped around my stomach, hugging me from behind. He pulled me close, me feeling my back press up against his chest and stomach.

The house lights went back on and everyone went backstage towards the dressing rooms.

Aaron just nuzzled my neck, kind of tickling me, causing me to laugh. "Great job Vix. Hope you still love me." he softly teased. I chuckled and slightly turned around so my paws rested on his chest and shoulders and his arms wrapped around my waist.

"I do, goofball." I murmured, kissing him for a brief moment, feeling his paw go through my head fur. Once we broke away, Aaron properly hugged me, being careful with my arm that was still in the cast. 

I'm serious, everyone in the goddamn SCHOOL said I really pulled a Dear Evan Hansen on them. Aaron nuzzled and kissed my head before pulling away. "I'll see you outside the auditorium." he murmured and pecked my muzzle before pulling away.

I only nodded and headed into the girls' dressing room. They were all asking how I was, what Aaron and I were doing for our next date, when my cast should come off, and...how I'm doing with the Vivian situation.

Word in the school got around quickly somehow that Viv wasn't going to make it, and everyone knew I wasn't doing well. I mean, its fairly obvious; I'm not eating well, I haven't slept which I'm kind of surprised that I haven't fallen asleep in any of my classes, thanks to Jasper or Aaron, and, I've come pretty close to self-harm, but I always go back to who else needs me.

To make the end of this week even more heart wrenching, today was the last day that I had to say goodbye to Viv. The doctors had taken her off life support an hour and a half ago and she had a little bit longer until she was gone.

Aaron, Jasper, and Janet, one of my best friends, have.

I haven't since I can't, I just can't say goodbye!

I just can't!

..................................

I sat alone outside the auditorium, waiting for Aaron to come out, trying to hold in my tears. Then suddenly, it just hit me that, Vivian wasn't going to be around here anymore. I wouldn't be able to hear her voice, to see her smile, her blue eyes, everything. I felt sobs start to escape, but I firmly put my paw over my mouth and let my sobs flow out of my mouth.

The tears leaving my eyes blinded my vision and I felt as if my heart was being torn in two. I slowly felt someone sit next to me, wrapped their arm around my shoulders, and pulling me closer to them until my head rested on their shoulder.

I already knew who it was by his scent and nuzzled him, his lips resting on my head.

"A-Aaron, I-I can't do it. I can't say goodbye." I whimpered to my boyfriend, pretty much crying on him now. Aaron had managed to say goodbye yesterday, Uncle Nick was still there, Janet said goodbye the other day, and Jasper said goodbye today.

Aaron pulled away and placed both his paws on my cheeks, making me look up at him. "Vixy, you, you NEED to say goodbye. If you don't, you won't find any kind of closure."

He gently used his thumbs to wipe away any of my remaining tears and I shakily brought one of my paws up to hold one of his. "I found some kind of closure last night and I believe she'll be going with your family and her mother again. I know you don't want to, but," he paused to sigh before speaking again. 

He looked right into my eyes. "You have to say goodbye Vix." 

I felt the lump in my throat build up, but gulped and sighed. "Y-your right, goofball. I love you." I whimpered slightly.

Aaron pecked my lips a couple of times, his paws moving to my waist. I smiled and pecked his lips back in return. "I love you too, Vixy Wilde." he murmured and kissed my forehead.

I sighed shakily and smiled. "L-let's go."

.................

About twenty minutes later, we were in front of Vivian's door.

I felt the lump in my throat return and I did everything I could to hold back the tears. Aaron held my paw gently and kissed my forehead. "You can do it, Vixy." He murmured. 

I managed a small smile and sighed. "You didn't have to come here."

He shook his head. "Yes, I did Vix. I wanna see her one last time before she goes."

I smiled and kissed his muzzle before turning my gaze back to her door and sighed.

"Let's get this over with." I murmured and placed my paw on the doorknob.

This was it, huh? The end of Vivan's life? Losing the second to last family member I have in my mom's side of the family....it's coming to someone too young.

'I don't want to say goodbye!' I yelled in my head, my ears flattening. 

I sighed and closed my eyes, "But I have to." I murmured quietly to myself. I turned the knob and slowly, but surely opened the door.

'It's time'