Vixy Wilde {A Zootopia Fanfiction}[COMPLETED]✔️

Chapter 53: Nightmare

{Warning: The beginning of this chapter contains language, and deep, disturbing thoughts, read at your own risk. Viewer discretion is advised}

(Vixy's POV)

Aaron had decided to let me sleep in my bed so that I had fewer back problems in the morning. But a bit after he left, my dream started turning into a nightmare. Okay, so basically, in this dream, I was walking around the house, my instincts telling me something was wrong. I went into my room, and yes, Aaron and I share my room, and it was pitch black.

When I turned on the lights, I saw Jasper and Aaron lying on the ground, dead, their green eyes cloudy and emotionless. I didn't scream, even though I wanted to, I then turned around to see uncle Nick on a noose. 'It's just a dream, it's just a dream, it's just a dream!' I kept yelling before seeing demented, fucked up versions of everyone who passes in real life, as well as Aaron, Jasper, and Uncle Nick.

"You're nothing!"

"Why didn't you stop me?"

"Couldn't even save your own siblings!"

"Why did I ever think you were a great friend?!"

"Dating you is the only regret in my life!"

Everything else faded except for me and the Aaron in my dream; a demon-like stare added to his look. "No, no, your not Aaron! My Aaron would never say that!" I growled, placing my paws over my ears, which were flat to my head.

"You only worry about yourself, you never think of great dating ideas, your PTSD is too bad, your very bad at lying, you won't even have sex with me! And, your way too broken!"

His voice, it was kind of like Aaron's, but it also wasn't. It was kind of deeper and disoriented. Tears started blinding my vision As Aaron started to push me away. "Why don't you do everyone a favor and just go fucking die!"

Once he said that a dark shadow started suffocating me and the next thing I knew I woke up with a loud scream. I was practically hyperventilating and I felt hot, thick, wet tears go down my cheeks, making my cheek fur damp.

I gripped the sheets and covers tightly, making me strain the muscles in my paws. My fur bristled, and may black tail was lashing, and my ears pressed firmly against my head.

I heard the door open and Aaron's scent washed over me, as well as Jasper's.

It was at least a few seconds before Aaron sat on the bed next to me and wrapped his arms around me tightly, pulling me close until my head rested against his chest. "Shh, shh, shh, Vixy, it's okay. I'm here," his voice whispered softly to me. His warm breath slightly coated my ear and once my hyperventilating cooled down, I broke down, sobbing into Aaron's chest.

Aaron only held me tighter as I sobbed, rubbing lazy circles in my back. "Shh, Vixy it's okay. It was only a dream." He whispered.

I softly whimpered in between my sobs before chocking out, "Y-you told me to just die. Y-you said you didn't care about me. I-I saw your dead body." A sob broke in as I said that last sentence, my tears flowing nonstop.

I thought for sure Aaron would just pull away and leave. I'm way too broken now. However, he only held me tighter. "Vixy, I would never, I repeat, NEVER, say any of that crap about you. Your smart, beautiful, kind, and I care so fucking much about you." He whispered, slowly rocking me as he held me tightly.

I sobbed a bit louder, it being muffled due to my muzzle being in his chest. I felt Jasper's paw on my shoulder before he spoke. "Vix, if you need to let it out, you can. Aaron and I aren't leaving you until your calm." He murmured.

I let Jasper's words sink into my mind before I let out loud sobs, all of my bottled up emotions pouring out with every sob I made like a waterfall. How I felt about Ben's death, Jasper's abuse, Vivian's death....all of it. As I sobbed, I whimpered, "I'm sorry," over and over again. Aaron and Jasper kept on trying to calm me down.

Aaron kept his arms tightly around me and Jasper rubbed my shoulder. After about a while of sobbing, the last of my emotions finally left me and I sighed shakily, nuzzling Aaron.

Aaron murmured to Jasper, telling him he could handle things from here and he could go to bed.

Oh, I forgot to mention, Jasper sleeps in Vivian's old room now. Uncle Nick isn't packing that room up anytime soon. And I can't blame him.

Anyways, even after I finished sobbing, tears were still leaving my red rimmed eyes. Aaron hummed softly to me, trying to calm me down again.

It started to work a bit, but now I was having trouble falling asleep. Aaron sighed and slowly licked me behind my ears and my headfur. It felt soothing as his tongue made the gentle, calm strokes when he did.

I sighed in comfort and leaned more up against him, my tears finally stopping and a small smile playing on my lips.

My boyfriend than slipped his paws underneath my shirt and started to run his paws up and down my bare back.

My own paws slipped underneath his shirt and I wrapped my arms around him, my paws resting on his lower back.

He sighed laid down onto the pillows. I let out a small yawn, the time being about 10:30. "Okay Vixy, time for you to sleep. I'd never leave your side. Not once." He murmured in between licks.

I yawned and curled up closer to him, starting to drift off. As I did, he pulled the covers over us and rested his chin on top of my head, still licking my headfur. Soon enough, I was pulled back into a deep slumber, having happier dreams.