5SOS Preferences

Amnesia

Ashton: "I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I remember the make-up running down your face."

Silence. That's all Ashton can hear as he sits almost dead like on his living room couch, memories of last week flashing through his mind. They were simple, but truly haunting memories. All he can see is your face. Your beautiful face, luggage in hand, and that days make-up smeared upon your cheeks as you tell him two words he never thought he'd hear.

"I'm leaving," You tell him, as his present day self begins to once again choke up. Why? Why would you leave him? He knows he treated you right and gave you everything you ever wanted. So now not only is he sad, but he's also confused. Though, despite those two feelings, he knows there's one thing he isn't confused about or over.

And that's the fact he does and always will love you.

Calum: "The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone. I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone. And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around."

" Hey mate, just wanted call and see if you'd like to go out tonight. The lads and I haven't seen you in forever, Cal. We miss you." Luke voice sounds out through the empty bedroom, as Calum then deletes the voicemail.

He knows its been awhile since he's seen his three best friends, but in reality Calum just wasn't ready to go out and party yet. You were still a painful wound in his memory that he was still trying to heal. Though it probably didn't help with the fact he still sleeps with a picture of him and you on his nightstand or that he still thinks of you 24/7. It's been a process with him you could say, a very unsuccessful one.

Perhaps then Calum has been doing wrong? Sitting in a house all day isn't going to cure him of heartbreak. Perhaps he does need to go out? Live and get his life back, but most importantly: successfully get over you.

So, with that after thought, Calum stands up and grabs his phone once more from the other side of the bed. Thinking perhaps, it was a pretty good idea to hang out with the lads tonight.

Michael: "I wish I could wake up with amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall
asleep next to you."

"Morning," Michael groans, as he stretches up his arms and slowly opens his eyes to the soft morning light making it's way into his bedroom. "How'd you sleep?" He then subconsciously asks you, turning over to your side to only feel a familiar stab to the gut, because you weren't there.

"Right..." He mutters, reminding himself of the fact you had left, before rubbing his face hardly to stop the tears that were threatening to escape his eyes. He misses you terribly, everything he sees reminds him of you. And he feels now almost trapped in his own memories. He can't escape them, your smile still haunts him, and sometimes, when he's alone and it's quiet, he swears he can hear your voice. And though it hurts him to think of such things he can't help it, because he knows it's all he has left, because you don't want him anymore.

Luke: "'Cause I'm not fine at all. No, I'm really not fine at all."

Luke cannot help but stare at you as you take a seat in a little corner booth with another man. "Had you really moved on that quickly?" He asks himself, just as Ashton places a hand on his shoulder.

"You okay, mate?" He whispers, eyes looking over in your direction knowingly.

"Uh, yeah," Luke insures him, "I'm fine."

"Don't lie to me Lucas," Ashton tells him sternly, before softly saying, "we can leave if you want?"

"No, no," Luke denies the offer, "I'm fine, really."

"Okay, sure." Is what Ashton finishes the conversation with,leaving Luke to his thoughts. To be honest he had lied, it's killing him right now to see you with someone other than him, but he's to keep a brave face.

Not only for the lads, but for himself.

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Alright, so I made this one because I am just in love with Amnesia!

But I'm also in love with Social Casualty... which now lead me to a question...

What's your guys' two favorite songs off the new album?

Skylar xx (P.s sorry for such a long wait.)