Light *on hold*

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Maddox

"We can't do this." God, did I regret saying that to her. Well, more like Maddox Jr. regretted it, but I couldn't do that to her. Not now.

Octavia is special to me. I know that doesn't seem like enough but she simply is. The kind of woman she is and what she's been through shows me how I should treat her. Even if she didn't go through having a horrible relationship and a hard life after her parents died, I would've still treated her like the goddess she is.

The look on her face when I said those words made my groin's hardness more painfully noticeable. She sat up on my lap with the seat of her pants still on my hard member.

"Are- are you-" I stopped her. I pecked her in the lips then her forehead. She was so precious to me. The fact that she's my mate just makes my heart have that weird feeling. It was a good feeling though, something I haven't felt before... it was more than what I had in the past.

"Baby, I don't want us to fully mate yet. Not like this." I caressed her cheek tenderly and looked her in the eyes. Beautiful, almond shaped eyes.

She was truly gorgeous. I just- I can't see how some Max could've hurt her. From her untamed yet beautiful kinky hair that framed her face and head, her cute nose, those sexy full lips, and her body she was a damn goddess. My queen deserved more than just sex out of the blue. Her first time with me will be special. I want her to feel appreciated and I wanted to worship her body until she was nothing but flustered mess.

I want to do so much to her to allow her to feel what I feel for her. Every time I saw her I become happier than I was before. When I look her in the eyes I feel a surge of adoration and- and love. I love her. In a month she managed to wedge her way into my heart and plant herself without me noticing and honestly I was scared.

Scared because I might slip up and do something stupid. Scared that someone better will come along and snatch her up away from me. After the shit that I did with those women I was just disgusted with myself. It hurt to tell her that I slept around a little and she accepted it. I don't deserve her. Not one bit, but I'll be damned if our relationship gets ruined.

"What do you mean?" She asked. I'm glad she didn't look hurt by this.

I took her hand in mine and kissed her knuckles. "I adore you. You are my mate. I want to spoil you, appreciate you, and make you feel like a queen. Yes, I may have gotten intimate with you but sex will not be happening yet. I want you to feel special and appreciated when we finally mate together. It pains me to sit like this with a hard on but I'm holding back because I don't want it like this. This right now is lust. I want love between the both of us. Believe me when I say this though," I leaned over to her ear and nipped at it making her gasp in surprise.

"I want to worship your body so bad. I want to hear you moan and scream into the night as I make love to you. I want you to ride the waves of pleasure with me and feel everything I feel for in every thrust, grip, smack, and rub." I lifted her fro from her neck and kissed the spot where I'm going to mark her.

Pulling back m, I looked her in the eyes and found her in a daze. Speaking of mark, I didn't tell her about that yet.

"Baby, I also have to talk to you about the mating part." I said.

I need her off of me though. My dick is becoming incredibly hard right now.

As if reading my thoughts, Avi rolled onto the side of me and looked.

"What about it?" She asked.

I need a pillow. This tent in my pants is something else.

I covered my erection and looked at Octavia.

"Okay, mating with a werewolf is different from mating with a human obviously. When a mate couple completes the mating process the bond gets stronger. Since you are human I can feel some of your emotions and you can feel mine. Our minds are connected as well as our hearts and souls. While me and you are mating, I will have to mark you." Lord, my erections is killing me!

"Mark me?" She asks.

"Yes. Basically what happens is- don't freak out- my fangs will grow. I will then bite into-"

"Wait a minute!" She screamed and looked horrified. I would laugh at her face but being horny stopped me.

"Wussy." Marcus's voice literally invaded my thoughts.

"Shut up, asshole." I said and cut him off.

"No, no, no wait. Let me finish. When I bite you, it will feel like a sting at first but then an overwhelming pleasure will replace it. You don't have to think about it now though but I'm just telling you so you can mentally prepare for it." I say attempting to calm her by caressing her arms.

She visibly calmed by my touch and laid us both on the bed with her on top of me.

"FUCK HER!" Marcus is practically clawing my head with his growling and yelling. If I were to extract his damn soul from my body and beat his ass, I definitely would.

"Marcus, if I could choke you, I would." I said back trying to fight back an eye roll.

I was going to close off our connection but he caught my attention.

"C- can I talk to her?" Okay, he's giving me the puppy face. Him and I are best friends but we fight like brothers and Lord knows I love him. I sighed aloud catching Avi's attention.

"What's wrong?" She asked with concern.

I shifted us off the bed and motioned for her to stand up with me.

Grasping her hands I sighed. "My wolf. He wants to talk to you, I guess." I scratch the back of my head. I don't want to frighten her with Marcus because he acts on impulse a lot.

No I don't! He yelped in the back of my head.

"Oh, um okay."