The Rejected

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The next full moon was nearing and i still hadn't you know. Hex as been training me and he thinks i am ready to change. There hasn't been any news on the far pack so i am guessing they are still alright but still i worry. 

I sat in the medic area with Taylor looking me over. I had been throwing up at least twice a day now and it was beginning to worry me.

Taylor's face quickly turned pale as she looked at me. "Sage..." Tears began to fall from her eyes as she looked at me. My heart started going crazy as i feared what she was about to tell me. "Sage.... you're pregnant..." My eyes began to water as i smile spread across my face but Taylor spoke again.

"Sage this isn't a good time... You're new wolf is gonna force you to shift tonight. And that.... That's gonna kill your child..." My smile slowly disappeared as i looked at Taylor feeling the tears fall from my eyes and down my cheeks.

"No... no no. That can't be right werewolves aren't forced to shift every full moon..." My lip quivered.

"When a pup is ready to meet their wolf. On the full moon is when they are forced to shift.... It's the same for humans who have been turned.." Unable to hold back my hands clung to my face as i sobbed. My first child was gonna die because of a stupid fucking full moon. 

Taylor looked at me Sympathy in her eyes as she reached over and rubbed my back allowing me to cry. Her hand moved to my side as she pulled me close to her so i could cry on her shoulder. My body heaved up and down as the sobs refused to slow down. 

"Would you like me to get Damon?" Taylor questioned and i looked at the floor debating weather i should tell him or not. I didn't want him to feel the same pain i was... but at the same time he deserved to know.

After a moment of silence i nodded and she stood up helping me sit up as she walked out the doors. She came back with a Upset looking Damon as his eyes rested on my still crying figure. He walked over and wrapped his arms around me and picked me up so i was hiding my face in his neck as he sat down.

Taylor excused herself out as a single tear left her eye. "What's wrong my angel? Why you crying like this?" I stared at the floor thinking but the more i thought of it the more i hurt inside.

"Damon... i-i'm pregnant..." He stiffened at my words and his arms clung onto me more as if he were to let go he would loose me. 

"My girl.." He rubbed my side as i felt something wet his my arm. I looked up at him seeing he was now crying himself but he tried to fight them back to look strong.

"It's ok to cry you know." I chuckled softly before kissing his cheek doing the best i could to act strong myself. "We can try another time." I mumbled before hiding my face in his chest again. I gripped onto his shirt in anger.

Anger at the full moon, anger at the rouge attacks, anger that i was gonna loose my first child. I just wanted everything to cool down and relax... I wanted to have my family with Damon...