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WARNING: CONTAINS GORE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
HEARTBREAK. IT WAS such a horrible thing to feel - such a... such a horrible state to be in.
I should've known it was Okuda he liked, not me. How didn't I notice it before? For all those times the three of us were together, he had feelings for her all along.
He didn't like me.
I told Karma to stay in the park after school, knowing it was his birthday today. I planned to stop by a nearby bakery and get him a small ice cream cake and celebrate a little... just the two of us. And maybe... maybe I get to confess to him too.
But instead of him alone, he was kissing another girl. A girl named Okuda.
At that point, all I wanted to do was run away - shut myself out from the world around me for a while. My heart felt like it was about to sever into two pieces. It just felt too painful.
It didn't even matter that I wasted my money on buying him a little treat. It didn't even matter that I was crying, and how tears cascaded from my eyes nonstop. All that mattered to me was that I felt betrayed - fooled, got too hopeful to even consider everyone except me. To even consider Okuda.
He must've seen me, because in an instant, his lips pulled away from hers. He looked at me with a small embarrassed smile, as if that'd ease the heartbreaking atmosphere around the three of us.
I looked over to Okuda, who was also looking at me in a flustered manner. I grit my teeth in annoyance - why must she act all innocent? She should let everyone around her be aware that she was a dirty, backstabbing snake.
I even considered that snake my best friend, to be honest. Seeing her and Karma together kissing... it makes me want to pull my eyes out of my sockets. Literally.
Karma took a step forward, his gaze avoiding mine. "(Y/N-san... I-I can explain," he said, his foot tapping the ground in a nervous manner.
I sniffed. "No. I understand, Karma. Turns out I was wrong about everything all along." I replied, trying my hardest to keep me from breaking down right then and there. If I did, things would be a lot more embarrassing than they already are right now between us.
Okuda walked over to me with a small smile, placing a hand on my shoulder. I flinched towards her contact with me. I felt enraged all of a sudden, feeling something inside me snap open.
I looked at her with wide eyes, glaring down at her hard. Adrenaline kicked into my system, the beats of my heart picking up a fast pace immediately. I grabbed a hold on one of her pigtails and tugged on it as hard as I could, sending her down to the ground with a loud thud.
I walked over to her with a hazy vision. The chirping of the birds stopped, as well as the rustling of leaves as the wind rushed by us. Everything around me was blurring out, fading into nothing but incomprehensible colors. My eyes were focused onto the violet-haired girl, the lens of her glasses were broken, her body forming into a protective crouch.
I could only hear my shallow breathing, and the sound of my shoes crunching against the grainy gravel under my feet. I kicked her hard, causing her to tumble farther away from me.
"You fucking snake," I spat, the venom seeping into my words. She whimpered, tears falling to the side of her face. Her body was trembling - which I found satisfying. I wanted her to be even more frightened than a small mouse cornered by a cat.
