In Too Deep

4

Call Me by Blondie

I grab the bar of soap in my hands. I place it in the little platform and begin to spread it across myself. Over the expanse of my arm up to my neck.

"Is it bad that I all I want to do is take you again?" Jack whispers into my neck and I bite my lip.

I shake my head, "Take me, please" I beg and close my eyes.

My hands skin down to my chest and I massage my breasts. I look at the ink that still adorns my chest. It's been a constant reminder of what we had. And what was lost.

The water that has now turned into a scolding hot as it bites at my skin. I can feel myself getting redder the longer I stay inside.

"Jack" I moan into the air as he massages my breasts rather roughly. I grab a hold of his hair and smile as he breathes hotly in my ear.

"Feel that baby? 'M hard for you" he presses himself against my ass and I feel his length stand tall against my lower back.

I swallow thickly and my hand travels south on its own accord. My fingers dip into my navel before continuing down my abdomen.

I stop just before going any further. I pull my hand away and finish up cleaning myself.

What the hell am I doing? I promised myself and her to kill him. He needs to pay for what he did to me.

What I can't understand is the fact that he didn't recognize me. Or maybe he was faking it. Wouldn't be the first time he's lied to his advantage.

The water has now turned cold as I stand under its spray. I push my hair back and rest my hands on the top of my head.

If I see him again I'll be stronger. I have to be.

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I close my locker behind me and I walk towards a paper pinned to the bulletin board.

My eyes flicker down the page and they stop
once my name appears.

Quinzel, Harleen : Meet Ms. Peabody in her office for itinerary.

I straighten up and hut as I'm about to retreat a certain name catches my eye.

Young, Penelope : Supervise rec room 2 from 9-10. Session 2 with Joker @ 11

So I guess the psychiatrist treating him at the moment is someone by the name of Penelope Young.

I make it a point to find out who she is today. I walk towards the entrance of the staff room and pull the door open as I walk through it.

Today I chose to wear one of my black fitted work pants with a white collard short sleeve shirt and black heels.

I step out into the main hall and walk in the path to Ms. Peabody's office.

Before walking in I knock a few times. As I wait for her response I take a look at the time. It's nearly nine. The patients should all be returning to their cells after breakfast.

"Come in" she says from the other side and I oblige.

"Good morning Ms. Peabody im here for the today's agenda" I say and she looks to me from her computer. She points with her pen to the seat in front of her.

I sit down and she finishes up.

"Today you'll be in the rec room for the most part. This will give you an opportunity to meet everyone who is staying here and bond with the patients. One of them could be your case if you played your cards right. So it's best if you get along and build your trust now" I nod. This day will be interesting enough.