In Too Deep

13

Tommy brings me back to my cell but. I can't stop thinking about what just happened. What the hell was that?

"Who is she?" I ask Tommy before he walks away from me.

"The psychiatrist?" he asks and I nod. I rest my forehead against the glass as I stare at my guard.

"She's young. Almost the same age as you I think. Fresh out of school" I stare at him waiting for him to elaborate.

"She graduated from some school in Jersey. Fresh out of uni and she gets a job in this hell hole trying to cure you" he shakes his head and begins to walk away.

"What's her name?" I ask.

"Don't know. Just know her by Doctor Quinzel" I growl and a wave of nausea floods over my being. A searing pain in the middle of my brain strikes me and I hit the glass wall with my fist. Son of a bitch.

"He said to wait...three hours" she says to me softly. Her fingers thread through my hair and I have to fight off the urge to close my eyes. My eager hands run up and down the soft skin of her thighs.

"Just wanna see" I tell her as I admire the bold writing on her smooth skin. Goosebumps arise in the wake of my fingertips. She smiles down at me and I smirk up at her.

Blurry images and voices of people i can't remember flood into my mind. What the fuck is wrong with me?

Another sharp pain surges through the middle of my brain and I clutch the back of my head.

"You're crazy" I kiss the skin around her new ink. I look up at her and her icy blue eyes gaze down at me. Love and lust filling their iris'.

"Crazy for you"

I fall down to the floor and groan.

"Make it stop" I growl and shut my eyes tightly. Images of the blonde woman smiling below me drowns me. Her smile, her eyes, her voice. It's the same blonde from the dreams i've had as of late.

"I love it" I tell her, pulling back. I love you, i want to say but I can't bring myself to say it. If i say it then it's true. If i say it then she can hold it over me.

"You're mine" I tell her instead. Opting for a more carnal answer than the vulnerable one i'm itching to say. I know she feels the same way. I can see it in her eyes whenever she looks at me. Even when we argue it lies just below the surface.

I open my eyes as I feel the air in my lungs begin to decrease. It's getting harder for me to breathe. It's almost as if the oxygen in this room is getting thicker. Harder to swallow.

I stand up to try to walk to my bed that is a few feet away but I collapse before I can.

"Of course"

She said it with such certainty. No hesitation. I yearn to hear that tone again.

"Forever mine" our lips join once more and I could feel warmth take over my chest. It's a feeling i've come accustomed to having ever since she's been in my life. It's a feeling i've become infatuated with. A feeling that i'd do anything for to feel again and again.

I clutch the left side of my chest and breathe out. What's happening to me?

"You belong to me Harley Quinn" I bury myself deep inside of her. Her warm walls construct against me as her angelic moans fill my ears. Our tongues meet, teeth clashing against each other in a heated kiss.

"Why does that sound familiar?" before i know it a wave of darkness overcomes me and Im out like a light.