Dominiarium University

XXIII. The Guy Who Cry For Death

Zhiara

" Here. " Napatingala ako upang tingnan kung sino ang nagmamay ari ng kamay na nag aabot sa akin ng isang juice drink, propbably made by Ayami.

I raised my eyebrow and give him a bitch look. Pero tinitigan lamang ni Ace ang maliit na lamesa sa harapan ko at dun inilagay ang drink.

" Himala. " I mumble. But he just sit infront of me. Ahh, he sit on the table INFRONT of me. And take a sip on his smoothie.

We were on a veranda of Lost Ring and silently watching the sun rise up. Simula kagabi lahat kami ay di pa natutulog at kanya kanyang tulalaan lang sa bawat pwestong mapili namin.

We are all thingking how to escape the mess they started pero di parin naalis sa isipan ko ang galit knowing they put me to death.

I was a very simple but not peaceful but just ordinary girl before. I am who i am. I just dont like being oblivious thats why im being curios about anything. But i guess curiosity really kills a cat.

And i guess too that this is also one of the factors why suddenly i am here. Because deep inside me, even if i deny it, i badly want to know the truth.

No, i just simply want to escape,  thats all.

" They want you. " Usal ni Ace na nagpabalik sa akin sa wisyo.  I took a deep breathe and sigh at saka napasandal sa kinauupuan taking a sip on my drink.

" I know " i just simply said and ignore his stares. Bakit ba sya nandito? His just ruining my senti moment.

" And you want it ? " He unbelievely ask.

A sudden rush of anger fills me inside and then look him straightly. I fight his cold stares and tell him what just i want but i just cant open my damn mouth!

" Get lost. " At sa huli ito na lamang ang tanging lumabas sa bibig ko. I look the other way and waited for his presence to be gone. But i guess i know the reason why he is the leader of the Kings. Because he is just simply stubborn and selfish. Gusto nyang makuha ang nais nya at di nya ito titigilan until he finally got it.

" I said get lost. " may diin kong sambit.

" Scream. " Agad na kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nya. Hell? mas weird pa ata sya kay Red.

" I know you have a lot to say. " At sa sinabi nyang iyon ay agad nawala ang inis na naramdaman ko. Pero nanatili parin ako sa emosyong pinapakita ko sa kanya.

Napatayo ako at kinuha ang drink sa harapan ko at inubos ito habang nakatingin sa kanya. Nang wala na akong masimut loob ng baso ay agad ko itong ibinaba sa tabi nya nang hindi parin naaalis ang tingin ko sa kanya.

" Thanks " i sarcasticly said. But half of it meant true. Then i turn my back on him and walk away. Masyadong malawak  ang veranda nato to take a 1 minute walk to reach for the door. But in the middle i stop.

All of the sudden i remember my life in that old like-a-storage room for 2 years. No hints and clues where i came from. Everyday i woke full of scratches from Ariana and the gang. I remember how it hurts, how it broke my heart multiple times.

How i wish to perish and be gone.

I live my life here full of curiosity and sufferings until i found myself noy reacting anymore to every pain im facing. As if i was already numb. But then theres a light that suddenly flash in my life. It cause me a great pain even more but atleast there is a light. A hope.