Dark inside (Solby)

Vidcon

Sams POV

We were at our hotel for Vidcon and I was actually freaking out. We had to figure out how to tell the fans today and I didn't know how we were gonna do it, or how it was going to end up. I was laying in bed while Colby was showering as I let my mind slip to darker places, thinking of all of the awful things that could happen. What if the fans hated us? What if they made fun of me, fun us? What if we lost everything we've worked for? I was starting to have a small panic attack when Colby came out of the bathroom. He saw me running my fingers through my hair and shaking slightly and he ran to my side.

"Hey hey hey Sammy call down, calm down. Everything will be fine, just take some deep breaths." I looked up at him and took a few deep breaths as I tried to calm down, tried not to think about it. It took a few minutes for me to stop shaking but I was able to calm down enough as I sighed

"I'm okay now" he nodded and gently ran his fingers through my hair.

"We don't have to tell them if you don't want to" he said softly but I shook my head.

"No we can tell them, I'm just nervous like always" I sighed softly before crawling into his lap. "I think once we go over it I'll be able to deal with it. And at least the meet and greet stuff is after our show" Colby nodded and kissed my forehead lightly. Then he picked me up, causing me to giggle.

"Now then let's get you dressed" I nodded and he took me to the bathroom and set me up on the counter before he grabbed my beyond the norm shirt and a pair of shorts. He carefully pulled my shirt over my head and was making me feel really little, causing me to giggle. Then he slipped my shirt over my head and pulled my pj pants off, slipping me into the jean shorts he hand found. Then he put on my shoes and tied them for me before kissing my forehead. "What a pretty prince" he whispered softly as he smiled before he picked me up off the counter and went to go get dressed himself. I followed behind him and hopped on the bed and grabbed my blanket and a paci as I watched him. He turned to look at me and smiled once he had his boxers on and he smiled when he saw me. He walked over to me and picked me up with a smile.

"Is someone feeling little?" I giggled and nodded as I hid my face a little.

"Yes daddy" he smiled and gently kissed my forehead.

"Awwww. You can be little for a little while but you have to remember we have to do big boy things today." I nodded happily and curled into his arms. He smiled and sat in the one chair we had as he gently rubbed my back while holding me in his arms. I smiled and closed my eyes feeling comfortable and we sat like that for a good thirty minutes before I had to become big again and leave for Vidcon.

(Please don't kill me if I do something wrong about Vidcon I've never been I'm just guessing)

We had rehearsed it a million times and yet I was still nervous. We were going to see what kind of fans we had in the audience. We assumed most of them would support us but we had to make sure first. I had never been this scared for a performance in a long time, and that was the first ever performance we did on tour. Colby had his arm around me backstage as he rubbed my back and we could hear all of the excited talking. Colby was smiling as he was listening to some of the conversations.

Colby's POV

I was really excited to tell our fans, and as I was listening I could hear stray voices talking.

"OMG what if they told us they were dating? They posted that they had an announcement on their story?"

"They probably won't, but do you know how exciting and amazing that would be?"

"I would be screaming so much you have no idea" most of the conversations consisted of in the room which made me feel more confident, and I told Sam about what I was hearing. He relaxed and smiled clearly feeling more confident. Once our show started things went well. We were able to answer questions from the fans, and do little stupid improve skits and it was perfect. Then Sam was sat up on a table and he hopped down gracefully.

"Alright alright alright." He said smiling. "We know the real reason you guys are hear and it's not just to meet us." there were loud screams and cheering making me laugh.

"I mean come on I know we're pretty amazing but we know your really hear because of the post on our stories" I said walking to the other side of the stage.

"So...we have a question for you"

"How many of you, by a show of hands, reads fan fiction?" Everybody's hands shot up and there was loud roaring screams. "Now let me get more specific....how many of you read fan fiction about us?" Even louder screams "even us together?" The crowd exploded and people were actually jumping up and down.

"Good to know good to know" I said as I started walking away from the fans and back toward Sam. "Ehhh I don't know if we should tell them" there were gasps and screams of

"Tell us"

"No please tell us what it is"

"Yea I don't know if we should tell them Colby" He said as he started walking closer to me

"I don't know? Should we tell them? Maybe not, I don't think they would care"

"Yea I mean probably not" he said hopping back up on the table facing me. And I had to just stand there, casually, a few feet away from him so I didn't give it away.

"I mean what good would it do? It's not like they've been desperately waiting to hear us say it for the past five or six years." The room actually exploded with the loudest scream from fans I have heard in awhile.

"Well yes but I mean wouldn't it be easier if we told them?"

"Well I mean I guess but we've been doing this for awhile now and either they've figured it out or no one notices" I was smiling trying not to laugh and just wrap my arms around him. "I mean how would we tell them anyway? Just say it out right?"

"Oh god no" Sam says smiling "we never just told them something"

"So then how would we do it?" I say taking a few steps closer so I was close enough for him to grab me like we had practiced.

"Well that's simple" Sam said smirking "we'd tell them like this." And with that he reached out and grabbed my shirt lightly and pulled me between his legs and kissed me. I smirked as I grabbed his hips and kissed him back and the entire room just exploded in the loudest screams and cheers and cries of happiness I will ever hear on this stage.