Dark inside (Solby)

Should we tell them?

Colby's POV

We're leaving for Vidcon tomorrow and I haven't felt this nervous in a long time. I have been in and out of headspace trying to calm my nerves, but nothing seems to be working. There was too much running though my head like, we haven't told the fans what if we slip up? Or, what would the fans think if we told them? Or what if, somehow one of both of us ends up in headspace in front of a fan? Or finally, Sams mom knows and I have to tell Sam she knows and he needs to talk to her about it since they're staying through Vidcon. Honestly I am overly stressed and I was thinking about this too much. I couldn't help it though, so much had changed and so much was going on I didn't want to ruin everything for us because our fans didn't like us. Sam must have been picking up on my nerves because while I was packing he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me, kissing my exposed shoulder, since I was wearing a tank top.

"Baby what's been bugging you?" He asked softly as I sighed, closing my eyes.

"It's nothing really, just thinking about Vidcon"

"And how the fans might react?" He asked softly and I turned, so he was now against my chest as I looked at him.

"You want to tell them?" I asked softly

"About us dating, but I'm not sure I'm ready to reveal my headspace quite yet." I nodded as I gently ran my fingers through his hair.

"What if they all reject us?"

"Our true fans wont leave our side for who we are" he said before kissing me softly and I relaxed a little and smiled, kissing him back. As he pulled away; however, another thought slipped into my mind.

"What if we don't have true fans?" He simply laughed and pulled out his phone, and showed me thousands upon thousands of edits that suggest we are dating.

"Fans have been shipping us together for years. I know we used to think it was a joke, but this has become a real things the fans fantasize about. They even write fan fiction about us, some being heartbreaking stories, others struggles but overcoming all odds, and others....."

"What?" I asked nervously.

"Let's just say we have some really dirty minded fans" (Lmao ME)

"People write smut fics about us?" I asked in shock. Sam nodded and cracked a smile.

"Though some of the ideas aren't bad." I blushed and looked away as I chuckled. "So don't worry about it okay?" I nodded and an idea struck me.

"Wait hold on." I said and I pulled him on the bed next to me. "What sight is all of this on?"

"I think it's called Wattpad" I typed it in and it popped up. I opened it and created an account before clicking on the search bar.

"So let's see what we can tell our fans." I typed in 'Little solby' and so many books popped up. There was one called teddy bear, your little princess, because of you and bad boy. "So apparently our fans also fantasize about us in headspace. Mostly you, but occasionally me." He looked at the stories in shock and he neck went bright red.

"T-That's insane."

"Like you said," I looked at him and smiled. "True fans won't leave our side" he blushed more and turned away from the computer, so I picked a story  and started reading it to him.

" Colby's POV:

The final bell rang and I was out of my seat and walking down the hall. I had my hood up and my head down. All I had to do was make it outside and I would be safe. I could see the door and I started to pass my locker, almost almost....

"Whats up Fagg?" (God I hate that word) That would be the school bully Sam Pepper. I looked at the floor and tried to push past him but he shoved me against my locker.

"Answer me when I'm talking to you," He growled as he punched me hard in the gut. I grunt as tears jump to my eyes but I don't let them fall. He laughs as he hits me again across the face then knees me hard in the thigh. I whimper as he drops me on the ground and starts to kick me against the locker. He rears up for another kick and I block my face as I tense up in anticipation, but nothing comes. Instead I hear a grunt and a thud, and as I look between my fingers I see Pepper pinned to the ground by no other than Sam Golbach. Sam held him to the ground and socked him hard in the face.

"Haven't I told you to leave him alone before?" He growled....."

"Oh my god" Sam laughed softly. "That's rediculous"

"Oh there's so much more. There's like 27 chapters" Sam looked at me in shock.

"Well Jesus."

"Oooo" I said as I was skimming through the chapters hold on here's a good part." I cleared my throat and smirked "You can tell me anything Sam" I looked at him with a soft smile as I ran my fingers through his hair.
"Ok" He took a deep breath. "I'm—"
He looks down at his hands as he starts to mess with his fingers and I look at him curiously. What his he so afraid of telling me?
"I-I'm a little" he spoke softly and he wouldn't look at me. I smiled lightly and caressed his cheek before lifting his chin so he had to look at me.
"You were scared of telling me your a little? Why?"
"Because.....I got kicked out of the house because of what I was." He looked at me with tears in his eyes and I held him close to me.
"I tried to block it out. I always acted so cold and tough because I didn't want anyone to know what I was. I was afraid of what they would do to me or how they would treat me because of what I was" I kissed him lightly and I sighed.
"It's gonna be ok I won't let anyone bully you for what you are. You are beautiful and honestly our entire school loves you"" he sat next to me and read over my shoulder before he smiled and looked at me with bright eyes.

"What if we told them?"

"Well let's see there's comments"

"Oooo read some." Well @Uncleeltonsbish commented. 'Lmao I'm laughing because it's Sam vs Sam and I know exactly who's gonna win'"

"That's a terrible example"

"But it was funny" I said with a laugh before I kept scrolling and he glared at me. "Okay okay. @wigblownforlarry said 'YAS MY CHILD!'"

"But that's just the first chapter. That's before we were even a thing and before I'm little."

"Hold on.......oooo there's one from the chapter before when people were guessing what you were gonna say. @QueerMuskateerarmy commented 'OMFG IS HE A LITTLE IS MY BABY SAM A LITTLE OML THAT WOULD BE SO FRICKEN CUTEEEEE' Does that convincer you?" I watched him blush as he giggled and turned away again as he buried his face in his hands.

"Maybe we should tell them, either make a video tonight, or tell them at Vidcon in two days."

"I mean if we did tell them at Vidcon we'd have a day in stage to figure out how we were gonna tell them."

"So at Vidcon? We tell all?"

"At Vidcon we tell all"