The Alpha's Daughter

Chapter Twenty Five

I wake up in the arms of Alex, ok yeah we had another night of amazing sex. I feel bad I gave in to Alex once, but god knows how many times now I have given in to him, I know this is due to the stupid mate bond. I know today I am gonna have to face Matthew, but how on earth do I tell him that I want to stay with my mate? I am hoping it should be easier now he found his mate to, nag it should be easier now, I am hoping if I can't fight the mate bond he can't either. We promised each other at the age of sixteen that we would always be together. I guess we was both young and impatient for our mates. I like to think we was trying to rebel against the moon goddess for not giving us our mates as soon as we turned sixteen, I now know why Dad wanted me to wait to find my true mate, this feeling is unreal. I guess everything happens for a reason. Tears come to my eyes, I love Matthew with all my heart, but this mate pull is so strong I honestly thought I could fight it, now I know I can't. And it hurts the thought of Matthew with his mate, but the thought of Alex with someone else hurts more. Why did life have to be so confusing and hard. And to top it today is the day Lucas is sworn in as the packs new Alpha and Holly as his Luna, and of course Matthew as the new beta, I am dreading seeing him with his mate, or am I, I mean he'll be happy right? Uggghhhhhhh! There really is no place left for me in this pack, I mean what happens to the Alpha sister? She gets forgot, and once I leave here to be with Alex I will be completely forgotten, at least when I was going to Matthew's chosen mate I was still here as the beta mate. Again tears come to my eyes, everyone is moving on and now I don't belong here, the one place where I always felt safe and at home but this isn't my home anymore. My head is full of crazy thoughts today, I feels so uneasy, I feel arms around me and breath on my neck.
'Hey wants wrong I can sense you are upset' stupid mate bond can't even hide my feelings from Alex no more the bond is now that strong between us,
'Everything is changing today, I don't belong here no more' I feel Alex pull me closer to him.
'This day was always going to come. You was always destine to be my Luna. You can still come back here, wherever you want to visit your brothers and parents graves you just need to let me know. I won't ever stop you' Alex kisses my neck, making my tummy do flips.
'Also I need to tell Matthew today I pick you, I know he's found his mate now and this whole mate bond is strong, I can't get used to it' I feel Alex tends up beside me, I know he doesn't like the whole chosen mate stuff. 
'That's how things are meant to be Tia, real mates together not this chosen mate shit, we both will get used to the bond it just takes time'