13. Feelings

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As you know Hoseok's out of energy, you both get something to eat before you start talking. Once he settles down and eats a bowl of cereal, you begin to explain.

You tell him about who you are, what creatures like you do, and why you left. Knowingly you leave Yoongi and Jimin out of it since you felt it isn't your business to tell him unless you got their permission to do so.

Earlier you had texted them saying you were going to tell him about you, but so far they hadn't answered back.

You continued to tell him about the pills, and that you see a doctor daily for your condition.

"How regularly do you need to drink blood?" Hoseok asks, and you aren't too sure yourself. Before this you never had the need to or the urge to, so you were at a loss.

"I'm not sure. Before this I've only ever drank it once. After that I never felt I needed to with the pills." You responded truthfully.

Hoseok nodded as he continued to eat, "So do you drink strangers' blood all the time nowadays?"

"No.. just you."

Hoseok laughed, "Really? Damn, I must be special."

"You—" You want to poke down his bloated ego, but you choose not to. "—you kind of are. Hoseok. When I told you to forget, you were legitimately supposed to forget. Sirens are supposed to have the power to basically tell people what to do just by the sound of their voice."

"Really?" Hoseok asked. You know he was about to say something. "God, so you really would've never told me then if it hadn't been for me remembering."

You know he felt offended, so you apologize, "I'm sorry, Hoseok. I just.. I thought you would report me.. or be scared of me.. I--"

"I'm not mad about that, Y/N." Hoseok said as he stirred his cereal with his spoon, "You have every right to feel that. I'm upset about the other thing."

"The other thing?"

He stopped stirring his food to look at you. The look he gave you was expected, "Y/N. You wanted me to forget we had sex. Like.. you wanted to forget we had sex, didn't you?"

A heavy sigh left his lips as he rubbed his forehead before turning back to you, "I get that you didn't want to tell them. I won't tell them. If they ever did somehow find out, I'll even vouch for you so I can take the blame. But when it's just us?"

Hoseok bit his lip trying to calm himself down. He took a deep breath, "Y/N.. just promise me that all the bullshit stops when it's just us."

All he wanted was for you to be honest with him?

"Even if you want me to fuck off for all eternity, as long as you're being honest, I'll be okay with it. You just have to talk to me." Hoseok spoke again.

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