Ugh, I deeply apologize for being inactive,, a lot of things have been happening again, and I really wanted to focus on this because this is actually my favorite story to write! Hopefully I can write these days—I have yet to continue the others, but for now I don't have a lot of time on my hands... ;A; I'll get to everything when I can!
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Once you and Jimin finished cooking you decided to let Yoongi sleep a little more. One because the food soup was too hot to eat anyway. Two because he was difficult to wake up.
"Y/N, can I ask you something?" Jimin asked as you both sat on the kitchen table watching Yoongi sleep on the couch.
You sat in the chair right across from him, and from the solemn expression on his face, you knew it was going to be about something serious. You had hoped it wasn't about Hoseok, but what else would it have been about?
"What is it, Jimin?" You asked.
Jimin looked at you whether he was unsure to ask, and in the end it looked like he made a decision, "I.. do you.. love me?"
"Jimin—"
"Y/N, I don't want you to just say it because you have to." Jimin said as he got up. When he sat next to you, he took both your hands into his, "I don't want you to just say it because you're scared you're going to hurt me."
True, you had feelings for Hoseok, but you loved Jimin, too, at least in some way.
You start to think back to when Hoseok told you that it was okay to love more than one person--that those relationships existed, but looking at Jimin, you still couldn't bring it up.
"Jimin, I do love you." You were starting to think about whether he really only wanted you for himself. Was he only doing this with Yoongi for you? Just like the first time you two got together? All of this—was it just to make you happy? "I do.. but Jimi-"
Jimin leaned forward and put his hands on your cheeks, and before you knew it, he planted his lips on yours. A redness comes across your face as he does because it felt out of nowhere, but you fell right into it. For seconds he kissed you, but it was like he was forcing it. Nervously you placed your fingers on his neck, then up to comb through his hair. He was so soft, and his lips were refreshingly cold. Quickly your breath was speeding up to your heartbeats.
Suddenly he stopped and pulled away to look at you and you looked right back, "Jimin, I.. what is it?"
Jimin was blushing, just like you were, and soon a smile tugged on his face. Something made him happy—really happy. Something like a child-like happiness and it was clear. It was like he was so overwhelmed that he was about to cry.
"Jimin? What.."
Jimin nodded then kissed you again, only this time he felt like he was just trying to kiss you. Your chest heated up and calmly you tried to comb through his hair. Something in you had an odd feeling that he was about to pounce on you like a puppy—and he did.
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