Worth it all © {COMPLETED}

Forgivness and revenge

It's finally the summer break last week Monday, was our last day of school.

Since that little sleep over, I haven't spoken to Kelly. I ignored her the whole days after. This caused me to also block out Shawn I have about six missed calls from him and he texts me non stop. Solo has also tried speaking to me but telling me that Shawn is blowing up my phone and I should pick up his call or at least text him. I always say no so she asks  what's wrong and I just ignore her. And Solo is not the one to pick a fight with me so she just leaves it.
I decided it was time to give up the petty behaviour and decided to reply to Shawn telling him to meet me at the park. And he replied almost instantly.

Jay's P.O.V.
I'm pretty sure she's going to tell me what's up because I have been really worried. I feel like it's because I kissed her. I called her quiet a lot but not too much because I didn't want to seem desperate. Even though I'm not going to lie I was desperate to just hear her voice one more time.

I made it to the park about 15 minutes earlier than we agreed so I decided to chill on the swing until I saw her. She came  very quietly because when she reached me she had to clear her throat to make her presence known. I looked up at her and we instantly locked eyes. I could tell she was getting uncomfortable so I drew my attention to the back of my hands while I spoke. "I'm glad your here. Is everything ok? I really thought I wasn't going to see you again." I spoke truthfully. She chuckled and blushed a little. I just smiled and looked down. She took a seat on the swing next to me and started to slowly rock herself.
"Shawn I didn't mean to ignore you I was just really upset with everything which had been going on...."

"Is there anyway I can help." I asked eagerly.

"No Shawn let me finish" I nodded and waited patiently for her to continue. "Kelly said I statement which hurt me quiet a lot. She basically told me you want me for sex and......"

"So your telling me your not talking to me because of what Kelly said !?. You didn't even try calling me! So how would you know I only used you for sex when you've never asked!" I exclaimed. She looked up at me and looked down again and spoke in a small voice it sounded like she was about to cry.

"I'm really sorry Shawn I shouldn't have assumed. But I just felt like I'd been used." She said still swinging slowly looking down.

"How?" I asked getting a little irritated. But as soon as she lifted up her head and shrugged her shoulders at me, I saw her glossy eyes and I instantly softened. "I didn't mean to make you cry." I spoke softly to her.

Bey's P.O.V.
Shawn walked up to me and took my hand. He walked me to the bench and he sat back and I cuddled up to his chest and he just held me. He was bigger than me so it gave me some kind of comfort.

The only sound which could be heard for a while was the sound of the quiet park and the squeaky swings and me trying to slow down my breathing again after crying unnecessarily. I cuddled up tighter to Shawn's chest and I could hear his heart beating.

"Was there anything else you wanted to tell me?" He asked changing the subject. I nodded and sat up. And he sat up too looking at me seriously. "Can you pretend to be my boyfriend?"

"First of all what makes you think I would do that for you?" My heart dropped. I honestly didn't expect him to say no. "Um.. well.."

"I'm only messing with you Bey."

"Bey?" I questioned with a smirk.

"Yes Bey" he smiled.

I smiled back. I decided to cuddle up to his chest again.

"You have to agree that every time we do this I get a kiss tho."

"Ok" I chuckled.     

"Can I have one now?" I nodded. I give him a peck and then he started giving me more pecks and the pecks turned to a long passionate kiss. He licked me lips and I let him enter my mouth. His hands started to roam my body.
We have kissed many times before but this one felt different it felt more real and I was most definitely enjoying it. I started to feel hot and I warm substance was forming in between my legs. I had to pull away. Shawn looked at me confused and a little sad that I did. I just giggled at his expression.

Jay's P.O.V.
That had to be one of the best kisses I have ever had since my ex Kayla. I am hurt she stopped me but kind of glad because I could feel myself getting hard.
We both caught our breathes before I spoke.
"So why am I pretending to be your man?" I said putting my arm around her shoulders bringing her closer to me.

"Becauseeee.... I want to make my ex jealous and before you change your mind it's not because I still like him."

"Ok, so why then?"

"Well he broke up with me and I've never been dumped before and since I wanted to break up with him I was really upset when he did and since that day I've made a plan to get revenge on him . I'll make him miss me then I I'll use that to pull him in the I'll crush him like he did to me."

"Bey but don't you think you sound a little stupid?" I said using and my index finger and thumb  to show the amount of stupidness. She sighed " I knew you wouldn't understand."

"No I do but there really isn't any point. But I'll do it anyway."

She sat closer to me and talked looking directly into my eyes.

Bey's P.O.V
"Oh don't worry you were still going to do this we had an agreement and plus I'm become addicted to those big juicy lips of yours." When I said the last part I just realised I admitted to liking the kiss. "I'll just stopped talking."  I could feel his eyes on me and he chuckled. I know he doesn't like me like that even though we had sex once plus it was unintentional it wasn't meant to happen. I'm not saying I regret it but we were both not in our right minds when it happened.

"J-jay I mean Sh-Shawn."

"Call me Jay I prefer that." He nodded.

He knew what he was doing and it was making me feel some type of way.

"Well bey I better get going we've been here long enough." He did getting up and I got up too. He hugged me and was going to peck me on the cheek but I didn't realise that's what he was doing so he ended kissing me again. He gave me four pecks and said "Bye beautiful!" I just blushed and just like that he was gone.

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What do you think of Bey and Jay?

How do you think Bey's mom would react to the news if they found out about Bey's little plan?

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Sorry this chapter turned out to be longer than intended. Sorry if it was a little boring I promise the next one will be better 🤦🏽‍♂️