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Stuck

I'm stuck
But I don't let go
I choose to stay
And not leave this pain
For I'll forever be stuck
And I don't wanna change it
I have pain inside of me
Full of hate
Between these walls
Beyond those doors
Through these windows
A handle holds
My heart beats
The blood rushes
And I can't be free
Stuck behind this pain
Them telling me I don't matter
I'm not a part of this world
Just stay stuck with your pain
No one cares
Yet they don't know
They don't know anything about me
They laugh at my pain
Cheer for people to hurt me
Post videos of me
Comments flooding
Saying how they are happy I fell
But how would they feel
To be stuck in between
To be treated as I am
To bear the pain and grief
I don't know how to leave it
Only know how to leave this world
But that won't solve anything
The pain will go with my soul
No release from the hold
I'm stuck
The glass caving into me
Blood pouring out
The pain unleashing
My life slowly leaving
The last moment of pain
As they draw there weapon
Now going too far
Holding the gun against my head
Laughing as I hold my tears in
Letting my blood out
But they don't shoot
Now they watch me lowly rot away
And I'm leaving from this place
I'm not stuck anymore
I'm gone
Not yet but I'm going
They are smiling at me
Recording my death
These people get away
Not having there own pain
But I don't know
If they have pain
I don't know anything about them
Yet they don't know anything about me
But they still watch me die
And the last drop of blood leaves me
For now I'm no longer stuck