Hidden Inside (A Poem Book) (On Hold)

Notice

You didn't know who I was
No one did
I was an object not seen
A piece of glass so clear
You couldn't notice it

No one would ever notice me
Who was I?
I was nothing
Absolutely nothing

A shadow without an owner
A dog without a dog house
A pencil without a pouch
A child with no parent

I was unnoticed
A thing with no use
A person with no goals
A path with no choices

What use could I make?
Every time trying to be seen
Saw'n over
What even was I?

All these questions
Unanswered
With no one to answer them
No home to find

I was a flower without a flower field
A lone one
Far away from civilization
An empty land

When will they notice me?
When I'm not acting like myself...?
When I become crazy?
When I am not who I want to be?

I was once noticed
I knew everyone
I was real
That reality left
And I felt life from behind
A different view of things

It was completely different now not being noticed
Feeling the wrong things
Wanting to do bad things
Grieving for attention
Starving

I noticed everything
Giving in to them
But they never saw
Who I was

I would never be noticed
I wouldn't be seen
Hidden forever
Notice me
Notice who I am