Hidden Inside (A Poem Book) (On Hold)

Fade

I saw you fade
Crumpling into ashes
I couldn't hold you
Couldn't grab you in my hands
You were right there
Then you were gone
It set a fire inside of me
Making me scream
This
I couldn't stand it
You were always there
Then you just...
Left me
I stood there
Not being able to do anything
Useless
As I always was
You would never stay
Everyone always left
No one stayed
They always faded
Pieces flying away
Part by part
They left me behind
It wasn't real
Was it?
It felt so..
Wrong
But it was...
I saw you leave
Right in front of me
Not being able to stop you
It wasn't ok
Nothing was
I was never ok
You saw that
You couldn't fix me
So you left me
Making me worse
You made my heart fade away
With you
It was all gone
It followed you
Everything
It fades away