Deal (Noah schnapp x reader)

regret

"stop it! you sound crazy! you- you can't miss a murderer!..."

i gave sammy my number so we could fix a time to plan out the takedown of noah.

michael,jeremy,leilah and i caught
up on life together. but lanny decided he'd come to my place after to help me.

seeing them all was too much.

seeing them without connor and finn.

"if you could change one thing about your past what would it be?..." lanny blurted out.

"that i had tried harder to make
noah a better person....and that-" i looked away in regret.

"and that i hadn't broke his heart...he practically worshiped me
lanny. and for me to leave him led him to- do all of it...." i broke down as tears fled down my face.

"i'm sorry i-"

"he's still alive! maybe i can fix him!!" i cut lanny off as i spat out the sentence.

"you're being crazy." lanny said as
he passed me a tissue.

"no! you don't understand! you think you're all smart! you think you've got me all figured out cause of what your dad did!!..." i screamed out.

lanny slammed the door and left.

what did i do.

i tried calling lanny's cellphone multiple times but it seemed he had blocked me.

and we're back to square one
again.

isolated.

filled
with
regret.

maybe i could save noah.

i could change him.

i could be like him.

i felt a rush of power go through me.

then silence.

im talking crazy....right?