Phil's POV-
Ever since Dan had gone to his meeting with his new sponsering company he had been out of the house more. Every time that he went out it seemed as though he was gaining so much of his trust in me back. He would leave the bathroom door unlocked now and some of the cabinets were left open now!
Of course he always reminded me that he needed me to check in with him while he was gone, and he still threatened that he would ask one of our friends to come over if I didn't answer him. But I was happy that he was finally allowing me to live more of the life of the middle aged man that I was.
In the past weeks I had gotten rather good at hiding my habits.
Dan was out of the apartment? Purge. Dan asked me about what I want to eat? I ate while he was out. Why am I so tired? I had trouble sleeping last night.
Everything seemed to be going just how I wanted it to. Dan was leaving me alone and I was losing the weight that I wanted. By restricting so much I had lost almost 10 lbs! My clothes began to get bigger as I began to get smaller.
I just needed to lose more weight to feel more comfortable.
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Trigger Warning: A Phanfic
FanfictionWarning: this fix contains strong language, mentions and uses of self harm, suicide, depression and eating disorders. Behind closed doors Phil isn't the guy that we all know and love. Can Dan save him from himself?
