24-Limit for Everything

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"Love can make you do some stupid things without even knowing that you're hurting yourself while doing it."


-Zale

P.S. Un-proofread. Grammars and spellings may be wrong.


24- Limit for Everything


Azalea


It's been thirty minutes past an hour still no signs of Zach coming. I didn't even received text or calls from him if I should go home or not but I decided not to because he might just experiencing traffic jam or what. Aside from that, I told him that I can wait but, my God, my knees are getting hurt standing here waiting for him in the park we agreed to meet.


Buti na nga lang at may bench dito na pwedeng kaupuan but it doesn't help either because I am filled with anxieties on what makes Zach become late for almost two hours. Yeah, I'm that persistent and willing because he told me to wait pero bakit parang may mali ata. Hindi pa naman nangyari ang ganinto o kung malelate man siya pinakamatagal na iyong thirty minutes. So, bakit hanggang ngayon ay wala pa rin ito.

"Zach and you don't belong to each other and later on he will realize that you're not the right girl for her."

Naisip ko ang sinabi ni Cindy sa akin at bigla ay nakaramdam ako ng pangangamba.


'Hindi kaya na-realize ni Zach na hindi ka talaga niya mahal kundi nachallenge lang siya sayo dahil sa mga inaakto mo dati sa kanya?' sigaw ng isang parte ng utak ko.


'Pero totoo naman lahat ng ipinapakita niya sa akin ah?' sagot naman ng isa.


'That's because he's a player, Zale. Alam mo iyan dati pa.' Mas naging lalo pa ang pagkaramdam ko ng takot at kaba.


'No, I don't believe you.' Sabi ko habang pinaglalaruan ang dalawa kong kamay.


'Then, how do you explain this sudden late of him?' tama nga ito pero mas pinili ko pa ring ialis iyon sa utak ko. Pero hindi pa rin mawala ang kabang nadarama ko at ang takot na baka tuluyan na nga akong iniwanan ni Zach.


'Still hindi ko pa rin pwedeng maging basehan ang bagay na 'to para kuwestiyonin ang pagmamahal niya sa akin. I think he deserves an explanation for this.' Bigla ay nakaramdam ako ng panginginit sa gilid ng aking mga mata habang nakikipagbattle naman ang dalawang parte ng utak ko.


"Kahit di ka man lang niya ininform na huwag ka na lang maghintay dahil nagmumukha ka lang tanga sa kakahintay ng taong hindi mo man lang alam kung darating pa ba?" then suddenly I feel my tears drop into my face.


'I don't know, maybe he has some reason for it.'  I chose to stand firm with my denial.


'Bahala ka na nga, ang tindi mong magmahal.' Walang nagawa ang isang parte ng utak ko at tuluyan namang bumugso ang pagpatak ng luha ko habang nakatitig sa kawalan.


Nagsisimula na ring manikip ang dibdib ko dahil sa nadaramang sakit. It feels like my chest is being pressed right now that I can't even manage to have a proper breathing. I don't want to think of any other reasons on why Zach never shows up... still it doesn't ease the pain that I'm feeling right now. I feel numb at this time habang damang-dama ko ang init ng luhang tumutulo sa pisngi ko but managed not to be taken back by it because I am filled with fear and so much in pain.

Mr. Rich meets Miss Nobody (COMPLETED)Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon