✰Twenty five: Feeling low, feeling lonely

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Most of my announcements will be at the END of the chapter, but I always have to thank you guys so you know how much I really appreciate you friends we're so close to 20K, and I'm STOKED!

     September

     Ashton

"Oh, fuck." I cursed, as I dropped my stack of Polaroids. My roommate Cole glanced up from his phone, and he stifled a laugh. He rolled off his bed, and he got up to help me pick up the scattered photos.

"Hey, these are nice. You're really good at photography." Cole complimented, as he handed me back the pictures he picked up. I pressed a smile onto my face, and I stood up. "Dude, you looked stressed out. You need some dick." Cole pointed out, as I walked over to my desk. I sighed, and I nodded my head in agreement.

"Well, my boyfriend is all the way in Ohio, so there's not much I can do. I'm here, all by myself." I complained, organizing my pictures. So college is...interesting so far. Luke is going to a university close to home, back in Ohio. I'm all the way in the New York, pursuing my dream of art school and what not. I love being a photography major, but it's a lot harder than I thought. College is a lot harder than I thought.

I moved here in August, and I haven't seen Luke in person since then. So that also means, I haven't had dick since August. The combination of homesickness, college shit, and being an adult is stressing me out. I thought high school was stressful, but lately I've been praying that a bus will hit me as I'm crossing the street.

"The answer is phone sex, dude. I'll leave you alone for a bit." Cole joked, as he plopped back down onto his bed. He adjusted his round glasses, and laid back. Cole is a really good roommate, and somehow he's always calm. He gets great grades, he has friends, and  apparently he's seeing someone, so he's always happy. He has his life together.

I walked over to my phone, and I thought I would text Luke. It's been a whole day since we've talked and that might not sound long, but that's long for us.

Me: Hi, we haven't talked in a little bit

Luke👅: hi princess

Me: I miss you a lot

Me: all of you

Luke👅: oh yeah? I bet you miss my hands grabbing your ass as I mark up your neck, don't you baby boy?

Me: yes daddy

Luke👅: I'm actually taking a timed test right now I probably should be working on that ha

Me: for fucks sake Luke you can't do that

Luke👅: sorry baby, I promise I'll chat later. But at least you miss me ;)

Me: I'm finding me some dick

Luke👅: go ahead and I'll never touch you or help you get off again :-)

Me: I'll wait until I can see you again, but I'm so desperate

Me: I need you daddy

Luke👅: I gotta finish my test..

Me: FUCK YOUR TEST, I'M HORNY

Luke👅: use your hand baby

Me: 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼

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