Damaged Heart

chapter twenty two

week later

Mercedes

That miscarriage thing was hard to get over but it's been a week now so I'm a little better from the intense depression I was in.. Lil kaykay was gone , she's so sweet. I got to get to know her better ad she tried to cheer me up.

August said she should be coming again in like a month, depending on her mom. Dre been acting some type of way, I think he's dating...but he haven't said anything . Well my mom funeral is tomorrow and I'm ready and not ready at the same time...it's difficult to understand.

Right now, I was just going through my Instagram. I had just reach 100k followers. A lot of people was asking me to follow back. A few I followed back and like a few pics of ones I knew.
Then I decided to make a video when I thought of an idea .

[insta video:]
"Heey =waves= I had thought about starting to do vlogs, so if you would like to see me do them, comment below =points down= and I'll make a YouTube account and do them when my account reach 50k at least, kk thxs" =does peace sign and ends it=.

I put a black and white filter for the video and posted it with the caption "video blogs?". I checked a few of my other accounts, asking the same question the logged out and put my phone on the charger since I was down to 45% already.
I got up and decide to take a quick shower....

...after 14 minutes, I was out and dry, lotioning myself and got dressed. I went downstairs and didn't see nobody. I went to the kitchen and was getting me a breakfast shake out, shaking it then crack the top open as I drunk from it. Then the door opened and loud talking filled the room.

"That was a good game.." Dre said as him and August came in all sweaty.
"Sup baby?" August said tryna give me a hug but I got out his reach.
"Eww what y'all been doing ?" I asked as I scrunched my face.

"Basketball.." August said as he got a bottle water and threw another one to Dre .

"Oh wow..well August can you go to the mall with me? Dre you can come too.." I said with the keys in my hand. August nodded as he drunk his water.

"Yeah sure..imma take a quick shower.." He said going upstairs.

"I'll let y'all go, I gotta meet someone somewhere.."
"Dre who are you dating?"
"W-what ?"
"Who you dating, you're not too good at hiding stuff .." I said sitting down .

"What you in my business for?"
"I'm just asking.."
"I'm 22 I don't have to tell a 18 year old if I'm dating or not.." He said then went upstairs.

Simple question could've just had a simple answer. He really is hiding something...
After a while, August came back downstairs ready.

"I'm ready " he said. I got up with the keys to my Mercedes as I had got it towed over here and found where my mom hid them. I got in the driver seat and him in the passenger.

"Man it almost feel funny not driving.." He said , I nodded.
" I bet.."

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We were now walking through the mall , looking around..

"So August I was thinking about starting to do video blogs.." I said he nodded as he ate a pretzel.

"Sounds cool, when?"
"Whenever I get feedback from people on twitter, tumblr, and Instagram etc.." I said .

"So watchu telling me fa?"