Relapse.
Craving that feeling of having a secret to hide.
Wanting to see the blood.
Having something that's just about you and only you.
You get back into the routine of lying and the rituals you go through to hide your wounds and keep it a secret.
Whether you want it or not, whether you are aware of it or not, it slowly creeps up and pulls you back info the dark web of lies.
-J.T
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Randomrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
