My ed is back to how it was
I'll binge like crazy and then purge
My best friend is on the couch and I still purged because I don't want her to think I'm starving myself. I ate but I brought it right back up
My throat feels so dry right now but I deserve it, I'm the one who is fat so I have to punish myself until I'm perfect.
I'll either be perfect one day or die trying, mostly I want the latter...
-JT
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Randomrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
