I feel like shit
So much has happened this week
My friend convinced my to throw away all of my razor blades
I did
But last night, I got more, i told him I had them but I told him I didn't cut even after I did
My aunt just texted me last minute we can't go to a concert that I've kept myself alive for. It's all I've had to look forward to
My aunt is in rehab and her youngest kid got taken by cps
My mom almost got stabbed yesterday and I don't feel anything. Not a thing, I don't even care that she could've died. I feel like a horrible person but I just don't feel, I don't care about anything.
I'm plotting on my suicide, I've got nothing to live for. Only having death to look forward to.
My grades have gone down so much, from A's to D's and F's.
Once my family finds out I'm so dead, maybe they'll hate me so much that they won't care if I live or die.
Idek
-JT
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Randomrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
