Why do I have to look like this
Why can't I be beautiful
Like all the other girls
Like her
Why is my personality boring to you
What makes them so interesting
What is so wrong with me
I just want to feel beautiful
Is it my weight?
Is it my body?
I know it is
I don't like it so why should you
Don't worry
I get it
I hate myself the same
The same as you hate me
I'm awkward
I'm impulsive yet timid
I'm basically a potato
But you already know that, right?
I don't have to tell you
Because you already know
There is nothing good about me
At least not my appearance
My personality is not too bad
But my head is so fucked up
I just want you to want me
For who I am and how I look
But that's just imagination
Because I know
That you never see me
You haven't and you never will
Because the outside is not appealing
So why pay attention
To a wilted flower, when
You could have a vibrant rose
I get it, I'm me
It's okay
I don't really like me either
...So I quit
I'm done
Completely done
With life
With love
Im tired of everything
I'm tired of like you
Tired of hating myself
I'm just so tired...
-JT
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Разноеrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
