To the guy in math class...also cc
When I first saw you I though wow is he good looking, maybe high school won't be so bad after all.
The next day I noticed you didn't smile
And the day after that
I wondered why I never saw you smile, and i knew i had to know why this beautiful boy did not smile
The first time I talked to you was the first football game, a friend of mine owed you money. So I thought this is my chance, so my dumb self said " don't make that face its creepy, you should smile instead"
I felt so stupid I couldn't believe I just said that, but i played it cool and went along with it. I hoped you didn't notice the slight(not so subtle) blush on my cheeks.
But it worked, and when you smiled... I felt what I thought was a million different feelings all together. Your smile was incredible and i felt so special to be the reason for it.
Fake or not, which i could tell it was, i couldn't believe why anyone would want to hide something so beautiful. But I also understood the pain behind it, I didn't know why someone would hurt him. No one deserved the pain behind youd eyes.
But I am determined to dissipate the pain and brighten your light, because the world can't afford to lose your light.
Don't let your darkness win the fight because you deserve happiness despite the fact you think that you don't.
I hope I can help you but I know you can do it with or without me.
So, to the boy in math class... never lose hope and stay gold
-JT
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Randomrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
