I'll never measure up to her.
I don't want to feel on the outside.
I can't keep going on feeling like this.
We are close and all but it'll always be her before me.
I know this is stupid, I'm so stupid. I've come to realize I'm jealous of her... none of that Alabama shit though lol.
I'm jealous that you look at me like a kid. I'm not a fucking kid, I've seen to much to be a kid. Sorry I'm not her.
I'm sorry I'll never be good enough to measure up to her. No matter what I do. No matter how hard I try.
I'm sorry that I am me.
-JT
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Rastgelerandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
