I feel like I'm stuck in a constant cycle of telling myself "tomorrow will be better" and "just get through this week and you'll be fine"
How long until tomorrow is actually better?
How long until I don't have to drag myself out of bed every single morning?
How long until I stop lying to myself?
How long until I get to actually be happy?When is it going to stop?
I need it to stop.
-JT
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Randomrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...