Hey guys... I don't even know.
All I am is depressed.
I can't write happy things
I can't see happy things
I can't believe in happiness
Everything is dark
I'm suicidal
I hate myself
I just wanna die
I feel so worthless
Like all I ever do is get in the way
I feel like a problem
I know I get in the way
I know I'm a problem
Things would be so much better if I didn't exist
Everyone would be happy if I was gone
They would be relieved
No more me to worry about
No more me to be annoying
To get in the way
To be a problem
I'm simply a burden
I just rid the world of myself
Everything would be better if I was dead
I should just do it already
It's not like it would mean anything
Like it would make a difference
It doesn't matter what happens to me
I don't matter
I should just die already
I take up to much space
Maybe if I wasn't so fat people would actually like me
Maybe if I was pretty
Maybe if I was smart
Maybe if I was happy
Maybe if I made a difference
I should just stop getting in the way
I know I should
I will
Soon enough
Save me from myself
I'm drowning...
-JT
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Randomrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
